Hey @Slims180. First off great job just reaching out in general, keep doing that. For me having support was my biggest recovery tool. Second, within the many, many threads to be part of there are also resources outside of this forum. I mention this too, because a few of them pretty much altered my life for the better.
Keep in mind how your feeling… For some writing it down is helpful, and going back after a week and seeing what you wrote… mind blowing. Seeing what you write overtime… even more amazing. Hopefully you can also find daily things about yourself that you find amazing and that you can see gratitude in.
Beyond any withdrawal symptoms…so much of this is changing you perceptions, in what ever way works best for you. Welcome Steve.