Welcome back Jared
Congrats on your 2 days - this is a great first step!
Its not whether we drink daily or get blitzed every once in a while - we know we have a bad relationship with alcohol and have to find healthier coping mechanisms to end this relationship for good.
Are you able to go to meeting(s) - in person or on line. Staying active here really has been helpful for me - especially the Checking in daily to maintain focus #58 thread.
I’ve provided a list of activities to do to fill time below. I know have idle time is a killer and the urges get stronger when we have time to kill. I find changing up routines and staying away from triggers to be helpful in staying sober.
I hope this has been helpful… great job on working on your sobriety. Hope to see you around.