Today I relapsed after 1 month I know its little that month was easy to be free of everything, and yesturday I felt the need and I failed
I feel I fail myself over and over again
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I have been here so many times. We are rowing the same boat together for sure…
You know what’s cool?
Despite all the failures, you can still succeed. It’s about learning HOW to walk through recovery, and you can find lots of knowledge (and support!) here.
Stay connected with us; try to read around here each day. You will get help and support, without a doubt.
By the way, achieving a month is huge - feel encouraged about that!
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Welcome 
what is your DOC?
Thankyou so much
I just need someone to talk about this my life is like normal I work every day im good mom I take care of everything I do it mostly to give me energy a little bit of power so I can get my chores done , but I wanna stop I know I can do it is just so difficult and Im afraid to die or fail me again and again always saying im gonna quit then a get this weird sensation and I need too 
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Its mostly speed and sometimes alcohol
And I wanna quit both I do alcohol like 1 a month but the other thing gives me energy that I need to get trough the day or its what my brain says I know I can quit and find energy in exercise or sleep better I know that
So hard
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