Wanted to relax

So I made it 14 days yesterday the first time in two three months and all I want to do is be around people but I surrounded myself around the wrong kind of people I surround myself around alcoholics. Being around it is so hard when you’re so new to it. I just wanted to enjoy being around my friends but realized that there are alcoholics too when they went back to get more liquor when they were already feeling good. I can’t watch people do this to themselves and on top of it I’m all by myself now with a dirty house feeling like I drank and I didnt do it but I smoked and I quit smoking but I was stressed I didn’t want to drink I just want someone to talk to

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I should of known but i didnt. And i know its my fault