I need friends to vent to, and them vent to me.
Just someone genuine to be there for me in these dark moments. I cant sleep most nights and am just up with my bad thoughts so if anyone wants to talk about their sobritey or struggles my inbox is open… idk im pretty funny sometimes cuz im a depressed person. 
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Hey Tai, nice to read from you again. I’m sorry to read you’re struggling so badly. I’m not sure which time zone you’re in, but is there anything you could do to lift your spirit a bit? Go outside for a 30-minute walk e.g. sounds silly, but fresh air always helps me to feel so much better! Put on some of your favorite music if that helps! Keep us posted on how you’re doing!
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Being in the time zone I am, I am awake when many people on this app are asleep. So I can often reply in those witching hours!
Recently I have been thinking about how my sense of self is too depend on outside things. Friday at work I was nearly in tears because the colleague who really doesn’t seem to like me was in the room opposite. I felt all kinds of hurt and shame and puzzlement and then resentment.
Then today was a good day, students laughed at my jokes and I feel pretty good.
But both situations are not good. I need to have faith and confidence in myself whatever the reactions. Of course with humility and willingness to learn.
Anyway, that is what I am musing on as I head home. Can you relate to anything?
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I’ll be your friend 
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How old u is? Lol
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I’m an aspie u won’t ever have to worry ab me being dishonest 
LMAO
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