I am 105 days clean. I have been wanting to look at porn the past few days. Fantasizing about when and where. having lustful thoughts and using my wife to fulfill my desires of lust. I have so far held strong but these thoughts won’t go. I have sexual dreams at night that tempt me and I get euphoric recall all the time. Just trying to reach out somewhere this is better than just hoping I survive 
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You should be proud of your days and especially your choices on not being on that wheel again. Talking out our feelings is healthy and can often keep us from going back to the land of misery.
We don’t ever have to, or need to, do our destructive past again.
You’re doing great friend. Keep pushing forward!
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