I swear so much has happened to me this year that if a llama knocked on my door and told me he was my long lost father I wouldn’t be surprised. So you all know about me getting sexually assaulted in August by my neighbor. I thought that I never had to see that psycho again. Then on Friday I got served with a subpoena to testify against him in court. That ass hat plead not guilty!!! So now I have to be in the same room with him and say what happened and bring up those feelings all over again. The district attorney said that he plead not guilty because if he gets convicted he will get deported because he is an Afghan refuge. I was dealing with the shock of everything all weekend and then yesterday happened. I was at the grocery store yesterday afternoon and saw him. And he saw me and winked at me. I froze. Once I composed myself I left. I didn’t even buy my groceries. Then I started to spiral. I cried most of the night. Thank God I see my counselor this morning. Doing all this shit sober is hard, but I’m doing it. 261 days today. I’m just shocked but proud of myself at the same time. No matter what I may have to go through in the future isn’t worth breaking my sobriety! I just need prayers that I can get through this month without going insane. I have to testify against my attacker on the 23rd and then for my DUI on the 31st. And this is usually my favorite month…not anymore
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Ah man this is a shit ton on top of all the shit ton you have already dealt with.
WTF - he winked at you??? That piece of shit motherf**er
I am so sorry that you are being made to relive all of this. So damn grateful that you have your counselor this morning and that you are protecting your sobriety. Do not let this fucker win.
Keep checking in here love and talking it out - we have your back. This man can not take anything more from you. You will win the case and he will be sent away. 
Sending you love and comfort 
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Keep checking in. This will pass and that ar@e will get his come uppance
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