I look at my son and all my urges fade even after 4 months I still have dreams or I feel like maybe I can control it and I suddenly snap back to reality but just curious what different things keeps everyone fighting
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My goals my little one and the missus, always keeps me strong & determined when feel low or crappy
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my son the last thing he ever needed in his life was to see me fall down drunk and vomiting. I will never forget the way he looked at me that night.
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Frankly, I can’t think of anything but vengeance. Their poison took so much from me. I pretty much have nothing but my life.
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i’m enjoying living nowadays. i never was before. just constantly suffering and full of depression, fear, guilt, shame, etc. i’ve worked really hard to change my attitude and outlook on life and i have every intention of continuing to grow and build myself into a better person day by day. if i use/drink i know exactly where it will get me and man i do not want to be back there.
congratulations of four months that’s bad ass 
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Knowing and wanting to be well for my girls.
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Wow that is truly powerful
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Went to meetings dont fight it anymore just live a day at a time wish you well
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I am sober for myself.
I tried many times to get sober for my daughters but it never stuck when I finally did it for me and only me it stuck. sounds selfish I know but that’s what keeps me sober now knowing how many times I have tried in the past to get and stay sober and couldn’t until I did it for the right reasons.
Now I refuse to fail myself. Others are proud of me sure and I would hate to disappoint them but honestly I think they are all just waiting for it to happen. I refuse to make myself not be proud of me again. Right now I am so proud of every thing I have gone through and I’m not taking that back for anything.
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I would say my kids but sometimes I would like to get clean for myself I’m getting sick and tired of being sick. And tyerd I won’t to do it for my self then my kids will be next I. Line I help my self then I would help them
I just need to make it through the night prayers that I can this is my kids and husband we are a big family
I just need to make it through the night prayers that I can this is my kids and husband we are a big family
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Well you certainly look amazing! Thank you for sharing
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Thank you!
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My future. Fear of having nothing to show for all my years.
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100% my wife.
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Beautiful family thanks for sharing God bless
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Thank you!
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I surrendered. I no longer have to fight.
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