My motivation to stay sober is not going through all this again. At this point if I found myself at day 1 again it might kill me…actually it probably WOULD kill me because I couldn’t face getting sober again so I’d just keep drinking until I was dead. I don’t want that….so I stay sober!!
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I should also add…
Last night I was picking my daughter up at work at 10:30pm. In the past im 100% sure I would not have been able to stay dry all night to be ABLE to pick her up. I was actually thinking about this as I drove and it made me happy. I was HAPPY because I could be there for her, that she could count on me. That felt really effen good!!
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Am locking myself away for the first week which means not going and seeing anyone only going to rehab assessment which I hope and pray I get into
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For me, I’m sleeping better, feeling better, and even food tastes better. This might sound odd, but the other night I was watching a show I’d seen before, and I could remember how I felt the first time I watched it, drunk and miserable. I feel so much better now.
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