Welcome to Talking Sober! I’m glad you are here, that you have a chance to recover. I can identify with much in your story, so I hope you do see that a serene life in recovery is possible for you, for people like us.
Along with the excellent thread that @Faugxh posted, here is another I love. It has practical advice for getting dry and growing your sobriety. Blessings on your house as you begin your journey.
as you begin your journey.