Hi Alice, welcome and well done on making the decision to turn your life around. Stay posted on here and make the most of resources available.
https://talkingsober.com/t/resources-for-our-recovery/52812
Never listen to that voice in your head that tells you that just one more drink won’t harm and it will make you feel better. It lies, and in time it will go away. 
I wish you all the best in your journey forward. 
