Have you looked at any other programs or resources? I found some of the female centered resources helpful (Women for Sobriety, Soberistas, etc). No meetings, but another spot to find community and support.
Making peace with the fact that I wasn’t giving up anything positive helped me a lot as well. I romanticized what drinking was for a very long time, when mostly all it was was messing me up and keeping on the hamster wheel, never actually getting anywhere.
Meditation has also been a good source for me.
You may find some inspiration in this thread as well…
https://talkingsober.com/t/besides-this-group-what-other-sources-are-you-using-for-your-journey