You are missed #2 (Part 1)

So cute! Kids want to share in parents’ lives.

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Hi @Dazercat yep I’m still here but I think it’s pretty obvious I’ve reset
I had some stuff happen, my ex who I still share a home with had a warrant out for him, and the police took my door off. Just a lot of stress.
And I don’t want to sound like I’m making excuses. I’m not, but I did allow myself to use that crap as an excuse to use.
I shouldn’t have, and I could have managed without, but that stupid self destructive part of me saw an opportunity and jumped on it.
But I’m here, I’m OK, I’m trying. And I’m happy for it.
Also for the second month running I spent my “play” wages on clothes and not heroin!!! So that’s a win. A small win but I’m claiming it xx

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@Salty @HoofHearted @liv_m hello there! I’m still continuing my journey sober. I just hit 3 years and 2 months :exploding_head: I’m really focusing now on rediscovering myself before the influence of others, shining light on my dark spots, just some good soul diving. Im currently reading “A Radical Awakening” and I recommend it! Not that anyone asked lol. I hope you all are doing well wherever you may be in your life right now. I’m still so grateful for this community, and I share about this with the people in my life often. You all are the reason I made it through my first year :heart:

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Congrats on 3 years!! Good to hear from you!! This made my night :blush:

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Hey Ami. Glad you’re still alive. I’m glad you’re ok.
Thanks for checking in. I’ve got a soft spot in my heart and a lot of prayers for you. And you too Emma @Lilemm
I cannot imagine first hand how bad heroin addiction has a grip on people. It’s Satan at his finest work. I do however know how painful it feels to see my daughter all fucked up on heroin. She survived an OD because her dealer was with her. I guess I can thank God for that. And I thank God my daughter, who went to rehab 3 times has been clean for almost ten years now? I’m sorry. :cry: I just truly care about you two ladies. And I will continue to pray for both of you. And know you are always welcome back here among us. Never any judgement. I just fucking hate addiction. And hate to think of you guys suffering. Be careful. Get help. Keep trying. Never give up. You guys are beautiful souls worth all the benefits from the freedom of addiction.
Love you guys.
:pray:t2::heart:

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@MrsOdh Sophia, missing you, hoping all is well and you are enjoying fall. Thinking about you, and see you soon.

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Comgrats on 3 years!

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Awe! Thanks my friend :yellow_heart: miss you too! Been busy with so much going on haven’t had much down time. I LOVE your new kicks by the way! You totally rock them!

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I’m in and out. Trying hard.

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Haven’t seen @apes2020 in a while. Hope you are doing OK, April.

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It is a battle & sometimes it feels like treading water & trying to stay afloat.

You are not alone. Don’t give up. Don’t settle: you don’t have to settle for less than you deserve. Don’t give up searching - ask for help & seek support. You’re a good person and you deserve it.

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@butterflymoonwoman Hey lady, how’s things?

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@Charlie_C @icebear I’m in contact with April outside of the forum and she said to pass on that she is doing really well. She is just having a break from the forum but isn’t sure when/if she will be back.
@Chiron April asked me to let you know this also.

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Happy to hear that, and thanks for relaying the message @Becsta!

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Thank you for letting me know. Will you be willing to see if April is interested in keeping in touch via email? If so, my profile isn’t hidden so I can be reached via PM. If not, I won’t be offended or hurt by her choice; but I would love to keep in touch with her if she is interested, especially if she decides not to come back.

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I’m so happy to hear this.
I was so worried. I reached out but got nothing. Thanks.
Even though this wasn’t meant for me. :rofl:
I miss her.
:pray:t2::heart:

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I’m glad is @apes2020 is alright

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I’m relieved and happy to hear April is doing well. Thank you for the updare @Becsta. Please let her know that I miss her very much and send her my love. :kissing_heart:

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Sending you a PM x

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Hey everyone, just passed some messages onto April and she said to say
“thank you for the love, stay well and il be around at some point in the future to say hi :heart:

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