You are missed #2 (Part 1)

Thanks for this.

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@saffffronnn; @Ridesende; @Tiva; @HANDSOMEJAMES; @Lorcastell; @anon53116147; @Tatti; @Hollz; @apes2020… Some of you I’ve only had brief interactions with once upon a time, and if you’re doing better since then - high five my friend! You’re not forgotten, and have got this if you just keep your head up and stay strong wherever you are! All the best :vulcan_salute:

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I’m still here @1in8billion xoxo

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Thank you, I’m here and doing ok. I reset this morning bc I had a couple drinks last night. I keep going about 20 days or so and then drink, my mind is trying to trick me into thinking that’s ok if i only drink once in a while. But deep down the real me doesn’t even want to drink once in a while, yeah it feels good if I’m being honest but still my heart wants sobriety eventually at some point I’m sure the drinks would become a daily thing who knows. Before my year of sobriety i couldn’t go a day without drinking. So my mind is playing lots of tricks on me.

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How is @John1990 doing. And has anyone heard from @dalex? I believe his name was

Dalex is doing okay I believe

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@Nullcorp @JeffreyDale @ShinGodzilla

hope you guys swing back here at some point and report good news :slight_smile:

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Ok back on my day one again after relapsing. Just want this madness to stop and I hate it.

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Welcome back to your sobriety and welcome back here.Hate it with a vengeance Nat. And learn to love life without. Success.

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@Peace I miss your posts. I know life gets busy. I hope all is well. Happy Friday! :blue_heart:

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Thank you mno

98 days sober today but honestly it feels like my entire life has been turned upside down. I haven’t drank but some of the worst cravings I’ve had since I have gotten sober have hit me over this past month and as things keep changing and getting worse the more the cravings come

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Miss your posts @Penguin. Hope you’re doing well!

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@Maria how are you? Are you still here? Thinking of you girl :purple_heart:

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Thank you! I will be back, just been a bit busy, but i need to get back to my gratidudes asap!

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Hang in there Hollz. It’s a hard time but you know it’s worth it. Keep checking in here and remember: you have permission to do anything that’s safe and legal to stay sober. Flake out on plans? Yes! Let the kids eat pizza all week? Yes! Spend an entire day watching Netflix? Yes! Etc etc.

Take care Hollz :innocent:

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I love ya @Matt you are such a huge rock for me. I don’t know if I would still being going if not for your words thank you for always being so amazing with me thank you so much

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So my car was stolen early this morning and honestly I feel like I just can’t do this anymore :disappointed: I’ve tried the fake it until I make out thing over this past month I have prayed so much my knees are black and blue and I’m now to the point that I feel like no matter what it is just going to keep building and I can’t take anymore I’m sorry to everyone that has stood beside me :pensive::disappointed::pleading_face:

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Oh no! You’ve been through a ton of shit lately. Stay strong, Holly. You know putting a substance in your body is not going to make anything better. In fact, it will make things a lot harder to deal with. Right now, you have a clear mind to work through all of this. Sending you a big hug and good vibes. :hugs::heart:

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Hollz! :heart: Keep your head up, stay strong and smile… What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, and you need yourself right now. We’re here for you always, so don’t feel hopeless or alone! :pray: You don’t yet know what your sobriety is worth and what your future has in store for you @Hollz :wink:

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