You are missed #3

[SassyRocks]

Sorry about sickness!! Congratulations on your 40!!!

[Juli1]

I am not okay
It will get better soon.

[Jesile]

Thank you lady, feeling so much better already! More or less I can smell again, I can taste again, I can breathe again!

[Planipennia]

We are here for you if you need support or someone to talk to!

[TrustyBird]

I made your congee recipe last weekend when I was sick and it help me a lot. In case you need to hear it today you are tough and you are appreciated for who you are. I hope things get better soon.

[Penguin]

It’s crazy right? I’ve been me all along, but I never paid attention to those details… I didn’t even know I had boundaries! And needs. And feelings? Omg the feelings. Learning so much about myself lately

[Minatasha]

Hey, thank you for checking in!!

Ive taken a step back from posting, but I am still sober. Just working a lot and trying to figure out next steps.

[Juli1]

Thank you
Glad you made some congee…
Hope you enjoyed!

And yes… I needed to hear that!

[ifs]

Hey thanks

[Twizzlers]

@michaeljlogan74
you are missed, how are you ?
@Solanaceae Hope your well, I may have missed you post but hope you good and well too.

@RyanMn how are you ?

@Jaynick75 How are you doing ?

[Solanaceae]

Hey! I haven’t been posting much just lurking and liking mostly

Thanks for checking in im good, still taking each day as it comes and learning along the way, some days are good, some days are hard but always better than when i was drinking. 10.5 months sober now and i think ive found my AA home group as of yesterday! So happy about this as ive been searching for a while.

Has anyone heard from @Rockstar24777 yet? I see he’s been MIA a while

[Twizzlers]

So glad that your okay and still around here
Congrats on your 10.5 months.
He did post yesterday in checking in daily to maintain, I was so pleased to see his post and I hope to see more of him around again when he is ready.

[DLS]

I’m not sure if you saw him write in the checking in thread a couple days ago. Just wanted to lyk.

[SassyRocks]

I will look forward to it!! Milestones have a way of reflection and sometimes anxiety as well. Five is a biggy for sure!!

[Bluekoolaid]

Thanks for thinking of me. And I appreciate the positive words about being inspirational. At one point I was dedicated to my sobriety but I got lost trying to do things on my own and not Participating in my recovery. I’m currently coming back from a relapse of about 2 weeks doing pills. I’m on day 2 and trying so hard to stay positive. My mind is trying to scheme up ways to get more because the restlessness and stomach issues are pretty bad right now. I know this won’t be forever. It’s amazing how fast I get physically addicted and my mind tells me that it won’t be like this. I go back to drugs and drinking thinking it won’t be the same as before and I’ll be able to handle it and it never works out that way. I always appreciate your ability to be real with people on here and you’ll probably be real with me. I’m not taking my life seriously and I’m not fighting for recovery. This last binge I wouldn’t even call a relapse because I wasn’t taking my sobriety seriously. Anyway I’m going to try to push through this detox and get back on track. I probably should come back to the check-in thread. For now I’m just trying to push through these detox symptoms

[Dazercat]

Nope. He left. I think for good this time. It’s been awhile.

[Dazercat]

Ugh. Fuck. Trevor. I’m sorry to hear or read this. You and all your insights are definitely missed around here. I pray you can find your way back to some kind of sober program that works for you. Don’t give up man. Congrats on day 2. And thanks for letting us know what’s up I appreciate that.

[Bluekoolaid]

I’m really struggling Eric. I don’t really know what to do right now. This last binge really got a hold of me… i’ve been praying so much and trying to reach out to my higher power to protect me. It’s such a scary place to be. I don’t have any resources left and the next thing is stealing and I don’t want to end up in jail so I’m just pushing through these symptoms. I feel so ashamed of myself. My muscles are being pulled in every direction and I can’t sit still. I know I don’t have to ever go through this again I just have to stay the course. Thank you for reaching out. I feel so alone right now

[erntedank]

I’m sending you hugs and strength

[Bluekoolaid]

Thank you so much