Yay - I am back to my Recovery Dharma meetings. I missed my tribe.
Nay - It’s noon, I am still in my PJs. I should be at work or at least doing schoolwork. It’d be a Yay if I wouldn’t have to pay for this procrastination later.
Yay - had a great day cycling in a warm air, sunny, wind in my back.
Nay - I sold sth on ebay and the buyer now claims that it wouldn’t work which it was. Originally I didn’t want to ship it but she paid for that and now this. I hate this. But, apart from this no nay
Thank you… ya we are super close. Working at the shop I’m noticing she thinks she’s the boss which honestly for the most part she does know more than me as she’s work at an ice cream place for years but her tone and disrespectful way she talks to me is what pisses me off. I had a little chat with her after work yesterday and just told her look I’m still your mom and I deserve respect. I understand you maybe more knowledgeable about certain things but the way you come across is not ok. And reminded her it is a job it’s not like she’s working there for free. I’m hopeful things will get better once we get into a routine and the newness of being open settles down.
Yay~ My son bought a new Jeep today. I’m so proud of him. He’s been saving since he started working for the electrical union in Boston. It’s really nice all blacked out. It’s perfect for him.
Nay~ I’m feeling a little down today. I dunno just a little sad. It’s so weird how outta the blue you can just miss someone. I miss my mom so much… maybe it’s just feelings stirring up since we opened the shop. I wish she was here to see how far I’ve come. I know she’s watching but I just wanna see her and hear her voice.
Try Clobber if you can get it. Only licensed plumbers can buy it in NJ but it could be different in MA. That stuff is amazing but be very careful and make sure you wear gloves and put glasses or goggles on. It will burn like hell if it gets on your skin.
Nay: my sister tried to annihilate me yesterday with one of her unprovocated super aggressive outbursts like she’s done to me her entire life since puberty.
Yay: for once she did not succeed. Yay emotionally more stable me!
Yay both of my girls are home with me
Nay both of my girls are home with me and doing remote learning
My oldest daughters school is going above and beyond to make it easier on the parents who are home helping the students. They have daily zoom meetings with each teacher.
My youngest daughter on the other hand… Her school totally dropped the ball and I for see most of the school failing because the teachers aren’t doing anything except typing out this is your homework for the week get it done. There is no teaching involved with it at all. And this is for my 4th grader who is still very much in the learning process. I should definitely be getting the teachers salary for this week because she only had ONE 30 minute zoom meeting with the teacher on Monday morning to check in. That’s it. That’s the only meeting they get all week. Just one. Tell me how a 10 year old is learning like this without a teacher. It’s a good thing I’m not exactly stupid.
I honestly thought the last couple times she was here that they were still getting the hang of school but nope this is how they chose to do it and just fail all the students.
Oh and my daughter and an IEP and is autistic
Yay~ Made it to the bank and didn’t have to wait a mile long line today! Ummm what’s up with the coin shortage
Nay~ My hand and arm (my scooper hand and arm) are killing me and I’ve got some good bruising going on. The ice cream scooping is some serious shit y’all. I’m gonna have some guns after this!
Nay~ My daughter and I really had it out and I’m trying my best to move past it. It’s just so hard to forget the things said… my weekend was basically the worse one I’ve had in long time. I haven’t cried like that since my mom died.
Yay~ Had some delicious creamy tomato soup for dinner.
Nay~ I’m bored outta my mind. I hate being stuck home. I’ve been watching the camera at the shop and caught my sister talking shit on camera about my decoration choices. so petty and lame.