not a small win my friend! keep working it odaat my friend - the beginning is hard but with a good support system it is possible.
You may also need to change up your routines. Make sure to have lots of hobbies and activities so that you don’t have idle time to deal with your urges. I did find great support on this site - have been dedicated to checking in here daily and found that doing daily gratitude’s are super helpful.
Best of luck to you on your journey!
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