Hi Patty. I’m doing mediocre. I have a lot of mood swings. It’s either sad and close to idealising death or numb happiness. But mostly the first. I’ve been in active addiction the last few weeks/months, so that’s messing with my head. I have a general feeling of disappointment. I can’t seem to find the motivation to resist my addiction. And my EMDR keeps getting cancelled constantly as well, very annoying… But I did meet with my addiction counsellor today. I’m starting to understand his views more and more. And I’m going to take another shot at recovery starting on Saturday.
The finals went really well. I had a 92%/9.3 on my Dutch test. An 81%/8.3 on my German test. A 78%/8.0 on English. 86%/8.8 on Spanish. And pretty good grades on geography and history. Mathematics and physics went bad though. I had 8%/1.7 on mathematics and 32%/3.9 on physics. I get to retake those though, so that’s good.