Yesterday was another lazy day, but I did reflect on myself a lot. I decided to completely finish the TV show I was watching to reduce cravings.
It worked, allowing me to do my homework now.
Did watch flight this morning though as it was recommended on here.
I did quite a bit of homework, pretty happy with myself. Now watching another movie
I watched “the social dilemma” today after @Apes2020 recommended it. I was shocked and enraged. The media has so much power. Cookies can be very dangerous. But it really helped me have more insight into my social media addictions. I am very susceptible to manipulation of all sorts. Including notifications and rabbit-holes. They are all made that way to keep people watching the entire time. Really pisses me off as it has taken about 1 year and a few months from my life if you count up all hours spend watching youtube and twitch. Of course I have a big part of blame in it too. But the fact that that’s their intent. To get people addicted really pisses me off.
If you want some good insight into my addiction, I really recommend watching “the social dilemma” on netflix. The played parts basically tell what I was like for 3 years
Interesting, but very enraging. If them dickwads wouldn’t have lost control over their fucking AI’s, I probably wouldn’t have a social media addiction…Probably would have been drugs or booze then though.
Today has been a great day. The meeting was awesome, but I’ve also started a great discussion that has shown me many different insights.
now 5:17 am, time to go to bed before i completely fuck my sleeping schedule
thats what old me used to do. the same old me that pissed himself because he didn’t want to stop gaming lol. The later it gets, the more I feel like I’m doing something stupid, so I’ll just go to bed now and reply to your kingsman question in the other thread tomorrow lol
Good morning. I didn’t sleep very long, but I’m motivated for today.
300 days today, feel like shit though. Can’t find any motivation or power to do anything.
My mom and I somehow didn’t get Corona
Glad to hear you both got negative results and hit 300 days!
Being in isolation can mess with your head, too much time to kill but no desire to do anything is fairly normal, maybe write out the most important things that need to be done and work through them a little bit at a time.
But what would I know I’m amazing at procrastinating 
Congratulations on 300! Look at your assessment information. What is worth more in terms of ur grade? Put the effort into things that will affect ur grade the most. And I’m glad u and ur mum are not affected.
I’m also curious for “the subtle art of not giving a f*ck” from “Mark Manson”
@anon89207786 let us celebrate the fact that we are all human and mess up sometimes. better ‘sober’ than trying to be perfect and fucking that up.
and remember you are a very clever guy, with a brain that is designed for that. but some things are better left to the heart or the body. You will get through this and tomorrow you gain a bit of freedom back.
Good morning everyone. I feel physically like shit and have for the last few days. But mentally I’m great. I’m really happy to be no longer in quarantine 
I am glad u r out of quarantine. Do u feel physically bad from being stuck in the house? Even a short walk or exercise can quickly get endorphines going.
I don’t know what it is. I think that the best description would be bloated. Theres no pain or anything, mostly pressure. Maybe the chicken kebab I ate a couple days ago wasn’t baked enough yet
School was good. Accidentaly ditched an hour.
Work was good too, lots of cargo.
When I got home, there was a potential caretaker for my brother, really kind guy, good sense of humour and showed real interest.
Bathroom light is finally fixed.
But there’s no warm water now. Screw this stupid house, can’t wait to move
I’m gonna say something very provocative.
Weekends suck. You heard me. Weekends always make me kiss my plans goodbye. Weekends make me lazy and unmotivated.
Friday I’m happy. Saturday and Monday I’m glued to the couch and TV and Mondays I’m happy again.
I can definitely relate. I usually feel like I’m not as productive on weekends as I am during the week and I always get restless.
