I gather chemistry is not your favourite topic Jan. Per asper ad astra as my terrible asshole of a chemistry teacher in gymansium used to say to us 40 years ago, adding quod licet Jovi, non licet bovi as he smoked a cigarette and ate some pie. His nickname was the toad. Success. Let’s do this one and you won’t have to do it again.
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I loved chemistry 
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I think it can be interesting, perhaps even fun, if it’s calculations and logical things. Not if it’s theory. I hate theory 
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Mine is nicknamed “rock”. Not in the dwayne johnson way, more in the bland, boring, monotomous, boring way…
I’ve got a total of 4 chemistry tests to go in the next 6 days 
I’ll manage though, I’m kicking school’s butt
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Oh, and because of my relapse last evening, I went to bed sorta late. I can’t concentrate with all the noise in the room I study at, but if I put on my earmuffs, I have to fight to stay awake. Perfect circumstances…
I completely forgot to mention that my brother has moved out this morning. Recovery will be so much less challenging now. There will be no idiot hitting me for no reason. There will no longer constant fighting because of his stupid, homophobic, transphobic, racist, islamophobic, mysoginistic, antisemitistic, anti-cop, anti-the netherlands, anti-government beliefs. There will be no more fighting about all the lies about me he makes up and tells anyone who wants to listen because he’s so fucking desperate for attention. No more lies about me to win an argument: When I tell him he should stop being so selfish and stop listening to his bullshit music in the living room, he says I do it more than him. I do it maybe 2 hours a week, with permission, he 5 hours a day, without permission.
I will no longer have to listen to all his sexual fantasies. There will finally be enough food for me. I will no longer having to fear for germs because of his horrible hygiene and eating manners. I will never again find sperm in the bathroom or smell it. I will no longer have to fear for towels that he has used. He will no longer grope my butt. There will be no more gaming in the house. The tv won’t be on 14 hours a day. There will be freedom and barely any triggers… And I get my own LEGO room now 
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I made a computer studies test today and I got an A/10/100% for it.
Imma study past midnight as I’m finally starting to retain chemistry… Good night all
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Fuck chemistry. I’m down to the last few pages, but I can barely keep my eyes open. And I just made an English test which went okay. I did not expect to learn anything from it, but I did. I learned that the word “needn’t” apparently is a thing
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That’s because you’re Irish Conor 
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My chemistry test went okay. So that’s fucking awesome. I expected to fall flat on my face.
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I just bought another Lego train and a Lego technic Bugatti
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My son is after a lego lambourghni for his birthday. It is crazy expensive so he is not getting it.
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ahh, that’s probably the bright lime green sián. That one is really cool, it’s in the same collection as the bugatti i bought
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That’s the one. You are older, and earn ur own money, so fair enough.
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I just watched bohemian rhapsody. I can watch movies for 24 more hours and I’m glad I chose to go with bohemian rhapsody. Such a beautiful movie
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501 days without gaming
1 day without television
My brother and I just had a physical fight for fun. He accidentally kicked me in the head. Now my head hurts. I’ll survive though. I’m gonna try to make 2 tests tomorrow.
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502 days without gaming/2 days without television
I made a chemistry test today. It went bad. Now my average science grade is a 5.4, just a little lower than a C. Am I upset? No. I’ve still got an overall fantastic average grade.
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503 days without gaming/3 days without television
I am having withdrawal symptoms
Which means I’m withdrawing and doing something right.
I am tired as fuck. Fighting to stay awake whilst studying for a test I have in a little over an hour. I am pissed. Grumpy. And I’m unmotivated. So that’s good.
I already did an assignment for chemistry this morning and it went well. The teacher was 23 and a very nice guy. So he probably was an impostor as that does not add up with the term chemistry teacher 
If I do my test well today, I might make my average grade a passing grade. Then I won’t have a single insufficient average grade and my overall average will be a B/7/70%
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Hi Jan. So proud that you’re putting an effort for your school work. I’m even more proud of the effort and wisdom you’re showing about yourself and your doc. One test and one day at the time.
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504 days without gaming/4 days without television
Today I am physically really fucking restless. ADHD 100%. Extreme positivity. My head functions just fine though.
My teacher took a 75-minute break yesterday, so I couldn’t take the test. She planned on taking a 30-minute break but was constantly asked questions by colleagues and she assumed another colleague would be there to supervise me taking my test. There wasn’t.
I did take the test today and it went really well. So now I have no more tests.
I still have to make 3 assignments, but that’s easy. I’ll try to finish 2 of them today. Then I’ll have 5 days left for a huge assignment.
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