and talking 
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Does this mean I can spam your old thread with memes, just to get it to 2500 and closed?
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yeah knock yourself out 
who doesnāt like pictures.
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Even what some people would class boring days to me are days to relax and take some well earned time out from work, these days never existed before. The plan would be set the day before ,1-Make sure to buy enough alcohol for today and enough left over so I donāt have to leave the house the next day, 2-Make sure drugs were in supply to also last 2 days, 3-attempt to pace myself bc this might not all last the evening and I need some left for breakfast at least, 4-Sit up until some stupid hour on the xbox while partner goes to bed, 5-bring loads of beer and food into the living room so I donāt have to move, 7-Smoke all the weed, finish all the beer go to bed and know I can lay in all morning and not worry about it.
MORNING - Up early with no lay in, feel like shit but now gotta go to the shop and top up again. Feel shame bc Iām the only one buying enough alcohol for a small party at 9am, maybe even comment about having friends over in case anyone even gave a shit.
Repeat previous days wonderful activities and next day go back to work lifeless, anxious, tired, resentful that work is interrupting my desire to do it all again.
Yes a boring day now is time to reflect and wonder how an obsession of the mind can disappear and the freedom of choice is a blessing and a miracle.
Today I am sober.
Alls well that ends well.
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Hoping to get some sleep soon but twice today the dog has been looking up the stairs barking at our friendly ghost, at one point the poor thing even jumped and ran into the living room to sit with me so I hope he doesnāt see anything tonight or the stairs start creeking again like earlier. I couldnāt see anything but animals sense this kind of thing.
Anyway thatās 111 days sober and Alls well that ends well.
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I want to experience a ghost so bad. That must be really creepy in a fun kind of way. Iād probably scream like I do at haunted houses. I donāt know why I find fun in getting scared. I think itās the natural high it gives me. 
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itās not even an old old house with a strange past and when I was younger the land was a tractor shop, Iāve tried researching before that but no success online, I think I would need to go to the library. But there must be two because previous owners have seen a man in the hallway and my step daughter and dog have seen him on the stairs, well I donāt actually know what the dog saw 
, but a medium says itās a little boy who is moving things about. Anyway I hope your doing OK at the moment, knowing you youāve got some kind of drama going on. You always stay sober though so your an incredible person bc Iām not sure I would.
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10 hour shift and itās almost a pleasure, in the past that would have been 10 hours of hating the world and everyone in it. 10 hours of why me, 4 hours in would probably be having some kind of panic attack while the alcohol sweats out of my body from the day before. Thinking all day how can I get out of this.
Today though its all calm living life on lifeās terms taking my luck as it comes and fitting myself to it, doing things I donāt want to do and not showing anyone Iām upset even if I am. So with the help of a daily plan today I am 112 days sober.
Alls well that ends well.
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Maybe the owner of the tractor shop used his machinery to bury a little boy there and your place was built on top of his grave site. My imagination is working overtime. If you ever find out more, you better tell me.
My life is chaos as usual. A pipe broke and flooded my first floor and my furnace broke. Now I got cold water everywhere and no heat. Ugh!! Never a dull moment.
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Do you ever just want to stop the world and get off for a few minutes.
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YES!!! Now would be a good time to get off.
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Life is still full of dick heads when your sober
life is still full of meaningless bullshit problems when your sober.
But I know my place and I know my worth, I cannot control the actions of others all I can do is ride the wave and get through the storm.
So Iām sober today and about 90% less anxious than I used to be when my day didnāt do what I thought it should.
Alls well that ends well
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Thank god for online meetings when your sat at home on your own all day, not bc I wanted to drink but itās better than talking to the dog. When itās about a subject I have a lot of experience in I could talk for a week.
So long boring day, bit of worry and resentment normally would drink just for something to do but today I am sober 114.
Alls well that ends well.
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I had the same thing creep up on me a little on my day off. Shook it off and moved on. Little buggers, lol
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New name new look, are you having a mid life crisis
Have been for awhile now,
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couldnāt be bothered today with work and work colleagues, predicted a shit day but didnāt happen. Even with a daily plan and a program for a serene life sometimes itās still hard to shake off some shitty thoughts and feelings but I will not rise to it like I used to. I do pray during the day even if Iām not sure it helps but it always helps.
Lots to feel sad about today and loads to be grateful for.
Today I am 3 months 24 days sober.
Alls well that ends well.
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Had a heavy drink dream woke up and I realised it wasnāt a dream and couldnāt figure out what had happened the day before, then I woke up again and realised it was both all a dream but still couldnāt figure out what was going on.
Anyway I am sober today,
Alls well that ends well.
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What do you do when you want to stay sober? Everything for everyone else.
words save lives even if you donāt think youāve got anything worth saying.
Today I go to bed sober - Alls well that ends well.
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