I’ve just finished cooking my liver bacon and onion in gravy 
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Ewww liver 
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Good day with new experiences. I am happy with my day but I went to a gong bath and at the end we spoke about our life and spirituality and it got onto the fact I’m a recovering alcoholic drug addict. OK they were cool with me and liked my new outlook on life but I sometimes wish I had more to say about myself instead of hi I’m Paul and I’m an alcoholic. I need a new label. Be strong be grateful be someone different.
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Got nothing to say so a totally random page from as Bill sees it. It is what it is…
194 The Obsession and the Answer.
The idea that somehow, some day, he will control and enjoy his drinking is the great obsession of every abnormal drinker. The persistence of this illusion is astonishing. Many pursue it into the gates of insanity or death. ‹‹ ‹‹ ‹‹ ›› ›› ›› Alcoholism, not cancer, was my illness, but what was the difference? Was not alcoholism also a consumer of body and mind? Alcoholism took longer to do its killing, but the result was the same. So, I decided, if there was a great Physician who could cure the alcoholic sickness, I had better seek Him at once. 1. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, P. 30 2. A.A. COMES OF AGE, P. 61
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When we find sobriety we start to look at other aspects of our lives, we try to align all the planets over night but some of these things may take years to put right. We think we should be doing this or doing that, going here and there always searching for the next big thing. STOP take a few deep breaths, isn’t this right now a beautiful place to be, isn’t this all you really wanted when you set out on your journey. We have arrived albeit on day 1 or 1001 we have found ourself now all we have to do is learn to love ourself enough to let others see who we really are. For years we walk that lonely path so today let’s walk it together. Be strong be grateful, Belong!!!
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twice this week I have meditated for an hour and it’s felt like 20 minutes before that I had never sat for more than 10 minutes. Like everything it develops over time and my mind does have 100 thoughts a minute but lately I’ve gone off somewhere. It really is a calming experience afterwards. The world is not full of anger, depression, hatred, jealousy etc etc, we humans bring it all. The world is perfect, unfortunately we are not. Be strong be grateful be kind.
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people will start talking 
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When they start talking, I hope it’s more interesting than what’s going on in my real life.
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Get a room, lol!
JK!!
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give her your key
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You’re only 2nd on my most liked because I can’t have two in that #1 spot.
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so I’ve sorted out the spare room and turned it into a meditation room and the ghost in my house so far has decided to stick posters on the opposite way to what I put them up and pulled sheets down off the walls that are actually hoops put over hooks so you would have to lift them up and over. I got fed up with the sheets every day so made sure they were doubly secure, tonight I sat in the dark with just the salt lamp on and meditated to some gong music and for some reason I snapped out of it really quick and opened my eyes just to see the bloody hook come off the wall. Made me jump a bit plus I never just snap out of a meditation I usually make it a nice gentle return to the world. Now I’m going to feel weird next time but at least I’ve got enough Buddhas and stuff like that to give of a good vibe.
Anyway another sober day.
Be strong be grateful believe.
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Omg! 
I would die! You need to sage in there.
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someone once said it smelt like weed so I’ve not tried it in case it makes me want to smoke. Anyway it’s a friendly ghost he’s been here years just doesn’t like the new room.
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Lol, it does smell like it. I guess if he’s friendly it’s fine. Wonder why they don’t like the new room?
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too spiritual I reckon but it better get used to it I’ve just ordered three and a half metres of tibetan prayer flags
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