Day 36, can’t be arsed with this one… Note to self, life is full of idiots, but at what point are you over reacting, being walked all over when you know your right or when is it time to go nuts at em… Be good Be strong. be happy… Laters guys and gals. (Waltons)
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Maybe I’m reading this wrong but you sound down. Hope all is well with you.
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I got so mixed up by everyone around me constantly attacking me when all I’ve been doing is trying to improve me, my relationship and my job role. My life at the moment is one big trigger and made me have a drink, it was one, not a binge, didn’t even feel it, it’s sad I’m back to day 2 but I had to be honest and reset my app. Also gutted cos I liked the idea of being on the same day as you, you’ll have to find a stronger sober buddy now. I’ve relapsed before and it’s took years to start again but I’m good this time there will be no, well I’ve had one so a couple more days won’t hurt. Apart from the anger that got me to buy it, it was an emotionless experience, no relief no joy no wrong or right. I didn’t even feel like it was me doing it. I’m so proud of you, everyone has ups and downs and I appreciate every one else’s achievements even more when mine don’t go to plan. Your amazing.
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Can’t say I’ve ever split someone’s wig 
. But I do sometimes wish women had balls to kick. DECLAIMER, I don’t condone violence to man or women, I’m a big softie, but fucking idiots, well you probably over due
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I think resetting was definitely the right thing to do, onwards and upwards sober friend 
Yeah, I considered it such a minor blip that I wasn’t gonna do it, but on reflection it was alcohol of any description and that’s not acceptable. I won’t be happy now until it says day 38, I’ve seen all the other numbers already. .
I’m running out the door to walk my dog but popped on here. Just wanted to remind you that, you’re human. Treat, yourself the way you would treat others. Sorry you had to reset but let’s just learn from it ok?? I’ll always consider you a buddy! We’re on the same path friend. Hug yourself for me. 
You sound like you could use a big old hug. Today’s a new day so just make it the best day you can.
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soon be bed, no shouting today no hassle just food, but not enough, walks, music, meditation, TV. Sooo much chocolate. Shopping. And that tiny little nagging have a drink, who would know… I WOULD KNOW. I wish life had a pause button sometimes. Have a good day or night wherever you may be. Be strong.
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Hey bud. Strength to you my friend. Be kind to yourself.
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Hi friend. Good to see ya here for a minute. Don’t worry about the chocolate at the moment. I understand the nagging “have a drink, who would know?” bit . Had that last night. But you’re right. WE would know. Proud of you choosing not to drink today. Get some rest.
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it’s clear to me now, almost cristel. Night night.
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Now that’s the Jim-Bob we love!
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she is a lovely lady.
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that’s it another sober day, so glad my little mishap didn’t escolate into something more. you It’s nice people wishing you well in the real world as well as on here. I am quite surprised at who generally is sincere, cos you can tell the ones that have always got more and bigger problems than you, and boy don’t they let you hear em. Hope your all having a lovely day or night. You deserve it. Be strong… ps… I’m selling my dog tomorrow if he wakes me up at 6am again, Every bloody morning. Got any doggy training tips please help.
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Do you mean on here? 
no, but I’m sure if I think hard enough
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Congrats on another day friend. Just keep going one day at a time. I’ll be at work another hour and a half so if you need a chat just holler. RE: the dog - we crate trained our dog when we first got him so he slept in there at night. He didn’t get to come out until we let him out. So he learned to hold it. Now he just sleeps on our sofa but he usually doesn’t wake me up too early. I don’t know if your dog is too old for crate training but you might want to consider it. Hang in there bud. Hope you rest well tonight.
It’s called an outdoor kennel! 
I’m not sharing that with him,.
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Foool!
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