Plenty of room in the meetings here, I’ve seen his channel actually.
the beauty is what the world sees. Lord of the rings scenery.
I’d be there like a shot mate but after all my parents have done for and suck by me I can’t just up and leave, I can dream. 
More spots on the beech for me 
My precious!
I actually watched the hobbit again yesterday. very annoyed bc Netflix only had the first half.
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What a tease
So just now rolling into day 10, feeling good about that…Not watching the news makes the day seem normal but you can’t avoid it and then it’s all uncertainty again.
Sober is the easiest way to face our future we shouldn’t need a pandemic to tell us that.
Everyday I’m finding things out about myself that I never new existed, the harder life gets the calmer I become. Don’t get me wrong I’m very concerned but I can’t change fate. I’ll just try and be the best me I can be while I’m here. Be strong.
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no matter what happens I still gotta do my journal. I read it back now and again and it’s been a rocky road, I have to laugh at how positive I go to failing again and then back again. You’ve gotta love it.
Everyday is a mystery to me, I have plans and ideas and then BANG!!! I just get took over by an alcoholic and I do everything it says. Always waiting for that one moment, that one weak spot.
Don’t know what to try now, god seemed to work for a while but I guess even he’s got better things to do. I’ve tried believing in myself and that never worked.
I’ve ran out of ideas. Might have to go back to basics and just don’t pick one up 
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I think I can speak for everyone here Paul; we love you and are standing right beside you. 
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no progress today but not giving up hope, just gotta snap out of this mind frame and I’ll be right back, that’s easier said than done atm though.
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Progress will come in time Paul. I’m just happy to hear you’re not giving up hope.
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What she said 
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I’m not giving up on you so don’t give up on yourself. Big hugs. 
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I don’t know you from Adam @Dolse71 / Paul but I’m not giving up on you. You strike me as a stubborn SOB and that seems like pretty solid ground to build on.
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He’s definitely stubborn. 
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OK I’m doing this early bc I’m limiting my phone time atm and don’t want to get wrapped up in the world of TS for the rest of the night. No offence meant I just need my brain to look after me for a while.
Thank you all so much for your kind words they mean more than you will ever know.
I have 2 goals, get through today and then get through so many today’s I can get that 5 month coin /chip that alluded me. Be strong.
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One day at a time dear friend. Today is the day that matters the most.
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Don’t know how I’m doing this, I’ve always been so positive in the past but it feels like there is a drink still inside me.
This will be the strangest recovery I’ve attempted. Wanting a drink everyday will either make me stronger or insane.
once again I would like to say well done and thank you to all the people that have long term sobriety for giving me the knowledge that it can be beat.
I would also, and I can’t emphasise enough how much, like to thank all the day ones and relapsers for coming back no matter what and letting me know I’m not alone in this. Together we are stronger.
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I’m happy to see you’re still here and not giving up.
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