in just over an hour I’m going to go to bed sober @zzz I said “I’M GOING TO GO TO BED SOBER”. 
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Woo-hoo! Day one done. Keep going. Never give up friend. 
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glad I’m going to bed and glad I’ve got no beer in the house or it would probably be a late night. Got work in the morning and just got a message to say there are 5 confirmed cases with the residents and 4 more staff in isolation. My Mrs just asked at what point do you just not go in for your own safety, sad fact is when I got no bills to pay, we’re literally dying to pay the rent.
So glad I’m 2 days sober, let’s see what tommorow brings. be strong.
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Praying you don’t get sick Paul. I can’t imagine the stress you’re under with all of this. I’m glad you’re on sober day 2 especially since you have to go to work tomorrow. You need your wits about you. Stay safe. Big hugs to you and the Mrs. Y’all take care of each other.
Getting tied of the same old story, more problems lead to more drinking basically. Every day more people I work with get cv, makes you feel sick to the stomach. My Mrs is leaving her job soon as well so a few money problems thrown into the pot for good measure. God give me strength. Night guys.
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Sorry it’s still so hard for you Paul. I was hoping you’d get some relief soon at work. Looks like the opposite is happening. Please take care of yourself and don’t give up. I still think sober living is in your future. Big massive hugs to you.
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OK so honesty is a bitch but I got to 7pm until I had a drink, I was in bed by 9 so what was the point. oh well this is my journel, it’s all part of the story. Try again tomorrow. 
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Good night hun; see you tomorrow!
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OK so that was a disaster… NEXT.
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Are you ok? Maybe just go to bed early. Tomorrow’s a new day.
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life mate, you know how it is, actually you nearly know how it is, your a lot stronger than me.
wish I could bottle my mindset today and have a sip when I need it, yeah right as if I would only sip at it. Chug sounds more likely.
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Yay!! Paul’s going to bed sober! Huge win! Praying you’ll wake up tomorrow with the same mindset.
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Well I’m definitely praying I’ll wake up, I’ll take it from there.
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When it’s bad it’s bad but when it’s good ohhhh it’s sooo good. Doesn’t sobriety feel great when you go to bed at night, that I win again. love it. be strong, BTW not seen @C_8 for a while, I hope your fine.
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@Dolse71 Congratulations Paul !!! 
I’m good, thanks. Still alcohol and nicotine free. I’ve just got too much ‘stuff’ going on re: work. that I can’t focus on anything else. 
I hope to be back to ‘normal’ soon 
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I’ve missed you too! Glad to see you.
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So glad to see you on the sober train again @Dolse71 and you’re going to bed sober. 
It does feel good to go to bed and wake up sober. Big hugs to you. 
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gonna go to bed sober again tonight, it’s hard to imagine why I kept letting myself down in the past when sobriety feels this good. I’m not sure it’s alcohol that is the cunning and baffling part of alcoholism, I think it’s the mind. Once the mind is right the rest is almost simple. Be strong.
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Amen! Day 1 for me.
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