Awe thank you Lisa 
will do! 
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yes youāve got a very infectious smile 
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Thanks Paul 
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itās that time again, days seem to fly by these days even the difficult ones like today have to end eventually. Iāve proper got to keep my guard up bc I nearly let one person and one pointless conversation piss me off. it was my fault really bc I was deliberately being sarcastic to some one and it kinda back fired, oh well you reap what you sowā¦
Anyway at least I learnt I can control my mind for one more day. Be strong.
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Congratulations Paul or another day well done. 
good night my friend. 
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2 weeks and I can honestly say Iām amazed. Had so many days I knew I would drink and loads of times Iāve been triggered but 14 meetings 14 days sober. Today kept mixing it up with bike rides dog walks, sweets and playing guitar, music, podcasts, meetings, a couple of unexpected chores turned up which would normally just be put off or stressed about. Yeah quite happy with today. Be strong.
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Congrats on going to bed sober yet again Paul m8, it,s really great to see you on this streak! 
where the hell have you popped up from, howās things?
I,'ve been bobbing in and out for the last week or two,I took a couple of months ts lockdown break before that. Iām good thanks bud,just doing all that any of us can do by taking it one day at a time.
Are you doing in person meetings or via zoom? Ours started up last week but two through the week for my home group now as they can only run at half capacity to enable social distancing.
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no itās all zoom, Iāve found a 24 hour marathon group and it really has helped. even if I donāt think I need it Iām still aiming to do 90 in 90 and I always take something away from them. Iāve shared a few times but not as much as I want bc Iām always with my Mrs until she starts her new job and Iām not doing it in front of her she thinks itās all stupid.
That must make it harder for you but you know that its helping so I guess thatās the most important thing. The change in you really screams out in your posts,Iām chuffed for you.
I did a few NA zoom meetings but I too found sharing a bit difficult, I much prefer doing it f2f. My head still goes blank as soon as I start speaking through whichever medium Iām using!
yeah same here Iāve got loads to say and then Zoom!!! itās all gone 
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No way, Paul! I wonāt believe you go quiet!
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And itās good night to all on day 29. Sobriety is the best.
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This makes my heart so happy. 
Happy / sad day today. Iām going to bed sober and day one without any weed so thatās a shock to the system. I pray every day for other people and not all my prayers are answered but Iām not surprised bc I am quite demanding and I ask a lot. Anyway as much as I care about others I must keep my eye on the prize, Iām easily led and us addicts can soon twist a situation to our own benefit or use it for our own justification. So on that note Be strong and donāt let the world change you, you change the world!
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Thatās that for another day, started odd but was OK as it got going and ended good. First time I got to give my grandson a hug since covid . Actual that was the only good thing that happened now I think about it. Must get to the coast soon, I love the sea and a nice walk and my nature batteries need charging. Did my meeting, got a new AA app so thatās another tool to use. Went for a bike ride. Grateful for sobriety as always. Be strongā¦ @anon79808082 cheer up you miserable bugger.
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Sober and grateful. Going through that nothing and no one is good enough stage but for 3 days without weed thatās not too bad bc in the past Iāve normally been having a total breakdown about now. Iām still living and breathing recovery but I have to bc Iāve wanted to drink today and if I take my foot off the gas for one minute Iāll crumble. Itās bc Iāve had so many attempts at this I just donāt trust myself. Well done everyone on whatever day your on, they all count. Be strong.
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