Been where you are, I now it sucks.
Being here is a first step, you just made that one.
Admitting you having a problem and looking for help.
Take your time to chime in here. Read around, there are so many good threads to read here. I will share you some:
Resources for our recovery and our daily check in thread: Checking in daily to maintain focus #67 - #1246 by Just_Laura
That daily check in thread was a big one for me. I was there every day the first year of my recovery. It helped me to stay focussed in my recovery. Feel free to join! It’s a very surportive and acitive thread.
See you around! 