How long did ur withdrawal last?
And I can’t cut ties with my fiance. She has been there through my mental decay into schizophrenia. Cooked cleaned payed bills reassured me its all in my head. She’s a sweetheart and I couldn’t do that. She’s good about not doing it around me or having it on her when im around when I ask.
I almost up and moved to Peterborough Ontario from kamloops bc to get away from the shit. That’s a 375 day bus ride away. And if I didn’t have a mental health issue, I woulda actually followed through with it.
And if ur wife truly loves u and ur truly sorry she should b able to forgive u and help u through your strife.