Hey Chris, it can happen sometimes a thread or post is overseen or other threads are visited more and listed on top. Don’t believe its out of bad intention. I am sorry for your relapse and your living situation. I hope you will find somewhere to live soon. Drinking was never the solution for me. I closed my eyes and ran away from reality but the problems remained and my self hate grew.
Maybe checking in in the Checking in daily to maintain focus #30 main checking in thread would also be an option.