Hi all. First time poster! Sorry if it’s too long.
A week ago I made the decision to quit smoking weed after almost 2 years of being a daily bong smoker.
Just to provide a bit of background information: I am 22 y.o who started smoking back in '18 because of mental health reasons and as a form of self medicating for alcoholism.
Due to continuous smoking weed mixed with tobacco my ability to eat properly has been destroyed, Ive managed to go from 80kg (176lbs) to about 47kg (110lb) even though I regularly eat junk food. It’s gotten to the point that I genuinely worry that I look sickly thin, At first it was okay as I had spent all my teen years dreaming of becoming thinner but now Im just terrified that I’m going to get myself thrown in hospital for malnourishment. I can promise you that I am not starving myself on purpose, it’s just the fact that I could go a complete 24 hours without any sort of hunger cramps whatsoever.
This is why I decided to stop smoking. Stage one for me currently is quiting just cannabis but eventually I would also like to phase out smoking tobacco (unfortunately that’s the one thing keeping me sane right now). I definitely don’t want to put all the weight back on but I’d love to just become a healthier person.
It’s been a week now and to say I’m feeling like balls in a bit of a understatement, Insomnia is kicking my ass hard and I still haven’t been able regain any sort of appetite. I have sensations in my abdomen that range from mild discomfort and weird bubbling to what actually kinda feels like pain, on top of general lightheadedness and fatigue.
Even though all this is happening I still have no motivation to pick up smoking again, I’m just finding that the constant state of discomfort and the fact that every piece of food I eat tastes like garbage is really getting to me. I really want to make a change in my life and if anybody has any advice with eating post-addiction or just any advice in general I’d really appreciate it. I hope I haven’t rambled too much, thank you so much for reading.