Great share. It can be hard to know the line between healthy behaviour, and seemingly healthy behavior with an unhealthy cause. I wish u luck to find balance.
I think (and I may be reading this wrong, if I am, tell me!) the panic u felt at not being able to run rang alarm bells. If the background thinking was healthy, u might feel disappointed, but that âhorrorâ wouldnât be there, u would want to rest to heal.
I had a similar situation of panic recently - my daughter wanted to make me icecream sundaes for me in the evening. I was so focused on the calories that I couldnât appreciate the nice gesture. And then alarm bells rang, I was placing more importance on the calories, and my weight, than my daughter. If I donât lose weight this week, it is ok. Making my daughter happy is more important.
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Stud !! Just racking up the days !!
Thank you!
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Going badly. Donât know how to get out of it. Oddly I think it was triggered by seeing an overweight picture of myself. The thought of going back there repulses me but just canât stop.
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Sorry youâre having a hard time. Can you get rid of the foods that cause the worst problem for you?
We should make a thread where we post whatâs messing us up on the honor system, that we will be true to the âaccountabilityâ cause.
Yikes. âIâve eaten 28 stroopwafels and getting ready to eat five more⌠â
It would be hard for me to list them one at a time on an open message forum.
The several times I thought about asking for help Iâve backed off.
As has been discussed before it can be a problem because it canât be NONE. As far as food. Hope you are soon turned around.
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