Binge eating recovery daily check in thread (Part 3)

Day 1847 : No binge today. :blush:

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775 sugar
639 UPF

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Day 79 smoke free, 58 binge eatinge free, 13 snacking free. I“m feeling good today :slight_smile:

@s00z3 Hey, nice to meet you and thank you for coming back and joining us on this thread. I am sorry about the hard times and challenges you have to go through. Always come here if you need connection. We are in this together!

@Misokatsu I am happy you care for yourself and your health! Proteins and veggies are such a great food choice! I hope it helps you feel full and satisfied. Be gentle to yourself! Sending warm hugs!

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Day 1848 : No binge today. :blush:

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776 sugar
640 UPF

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Day 80 smoke free, 59 binge free, 14 snacking free.

Snow outside, very rare here… Going out for an exibition.

Have a peaceful day everyone!

@Jana1988: Are you already in Czech? How are you doing today?

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Hey guys
I have 8 days without a binge and I’m starting 6th day without sweets and chocolate. So far it’s going pretty well.
I felt stressed yesterday because I am waiting for a second consultation re being in a risk of redundancy, but I didn’t try to suppress my feelings by any food. I even put too much on my plate for dinner and didn’t finish it because of it. Before, I’d force it. It feels so good! I don’t even think about more food after a dinner time anymore now. I guess that I’m building a new habit. I know it’s fragile and that I need to stay alerted, not to get too comfy. In the same time I appreciate every success and doing my best not to let the fear from failure creep in too much.

Happy Tuesday and please, wish me luck :crossed_fingers:t3::four_leaf_clover: I need to hear from my HR today or tomorrow. I want to have it done before my holiday in Czech :folded_hands:t3:

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Fingers crossed!! :four_leaf_clover::four_leaf_clover::four_leaf_clover:

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Day 1849 : No binge today. :blush:

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9 days without binge
6 days without sweets

I was stressed yesterday and I instantly had cravings to be snacking. But I realised that the day is stressful for me and connected my stress to my cravings and that helped me to justify not acting on them. I decided that I don’t want to deal with my stress by trying to supersede it by eating. There’s no solution to anything in food and it won’t change my mood to better (not for long anyway) and it would only add on once I’d have to face consequences from that mindless eating. Once I admitted to myself that I am stressed and decided not to act on it, then the cravings eased up. It didn’t go fully away, but I could cope and make good food choices through the day :blush:
I feel really good about the way I am eating and about how I am managing to stay binge and sweets -free. I didn’t have to use much of willpower so far, because I can see why I am doing this and how useless and unhelpful it is to do otherwise. I reviewed this tool of using food as a coping mechanism and found it not only no longer working, but even causing me troubles.
Part of me is scared of failure because in my past I failed this process big times. But further I am getting - I get more confident and a little bit less scared with every new day in which I’ve been successful. I am slowly building trust in myself and my abilities. I am also taking it a day by day and I am trying not to look too far in the future just yet. Of course I know that I want this lifestyle for life. But I am careful not to overwhelm myself, it’s not necessary.
I am leaving to the Czech Republic on Friday. My partner and I will be at the airport many hours before our flight so we decided that we’ll go to a lounge. The food and drinks are free in there. It was my first worry, because I usually feel like I must eat as much as I can when there’s somewhere free food :sweat_smile: But after the initial panic I realised that I don’t have to do that. I can have a breakfast in there but otherwise I can just sit in there with a cup of tea or coffee and read a book. I am going to be ok. I am sure there is no need to over-eat before my flight. I will feel good at the other side if I don’t do it :blush:

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Absolutely beautiful. Your selfcare and self acceptance are tender and powerful at the same time. Look at what you can do girl :flexed_biceps::flexed_biceps::flexed_biceps:

Be very proud of yourself and enjoy the freedom that is coming with saying ā€žNo, I don’t need to eat right now. I can decide not to eat.ā€œ
(BTW I think that IS already willpower, and big time).

Much love!

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Day 81 smoke free, 60 binge free, 15 snacking free

So happy I reached my new binge free milestone:

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I will make a new start and try to quit sugar again. This week I didn’t have any, so this is already day 3.

Have a peaceful day everyone. Please wish me luck with my job interview today.

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Sooooo many great things in this one post :partying_face:

Congratulations on being free from smoking :clap:t3: (I bet you don’t miss this stinky habit) and on beautiful 2 MONTHS! without binging :star_struck::tada: You are incredible! :relieved_face::clap:t3::partying_face::tada:

I believe you can crack sugar-free as well. I needed to stop eat sugar mainly because it’s the main thing I would binge on. But it seems to be bringing many more benefits. Hope you’ll find it useful and enjoyable too :hugs:

Wishing you all the best with your job interview! :four_leaf_clover::crossed_fingers:t3:Hope it will be a pleasant experience with a desired results :heart:

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777 sugar
641 UPF

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Did you already get some news about your work situation?

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Just now. I am not being made redundant :sweat_smile: :tada::partying_face::tada::tada::tada:

How did your interview go?

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So happy about the good news!

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My interview went well. I liked the people and what they told me about the job at the NGO.
They will let me know in 2-3 weeks.
If they choose me: Yay! If not, it will be for the better and Iā€˜ll trust the process. They are very professional and know who they need. If it’s not me and what I can offer, it’s better they choose someone else
So either way will be the right way. :blush:

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That’s a great way to think about it. You’re very smart :blush: I hope it’s a good job suitable for you and that you will get it :crossed_fingers:t3: Let us know once you hear back :hugs:

I am going to be waiting for some details to be sorted as my contract needs to change. I may get a new role which I requested but it depends on if we will have a replacement for my current role. They will allow me to work from home full time for 6 months and then we’ll review. The thing is that the London offices are closing down and the new office is 2.5 hours by car away from my place. So I don’t want to commute at all if I don’t have to. I don’t worry about my performance when WFH because I am pretty good at it. But I am not sure if I am maybe going to miss a little bit of socialising with my colleagues. I may start thinking about buying a car and going to the office once a month or so..
But now I will just sit back, take a deep breath after all the stress and anxiety, and enjoy my time with my family. My partner and I are leaving to Czech on Friday :blush:

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Day 1850 : No binge today. :blush:

@DanielaJ Congratulations on 60 days with binging! Amazing work! Keep it up! :blush::tada:
And of course, you also made it over 80 days without smoking! That’s fantastic, I bet you feel much better from quitting both of those! :blush::flexed_biceps:

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Good morning :blush:

I’m very happy. I’ve got 10 days without a binge and 1 week without sugar!

I had quite strong cravings for shortbread biscuits which my dad-in-law brought earlier that day but I kept thinking about what everything would it cause if I ate them and that helped me to stay away from them.
For example I knew that I was likely to binge on them. So that would be both my counters down to resetting. I would then also struggle in Czech and would be tempted to keep eating sugar there too. I would then postpone quoting sugar until after my holiday. I’d likely get out of vagón and I’d binge and more and more negative things would occur so the biscuits weren’t worth eating.

My brain tried to persuade me that having biscuits as a celebration of keeping my job was ok. But I told him that eating a biscuit or any type of food in fact isn’t how I want to celebrate things. There are other ways for sure.

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