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Dani99 your back on here and admitted your starting fresh, you didnāt fail, your winning.
I am starting fresh today.
well thank you feeling very defeated though.
25 Years of self medication and abuse of Acohol, Speed, and now its been 2 years of Meth and 6 of those months injecting. Yesterday I fell from grace again as my anxiety is debilitating but just got news I have an appointment with Australiaās leading addiction and mental health specialist and have hope.
Your feeling of defeat is your inner self telling your ready to stop.I keep abusing myself for my guilt and many times hoped each shot would stop my heart.
Thatās amazing!! Iām so happy for youā¦ I just got out and what did I do drink what is wrong with me
Well done on your previous dry days though Dani99
The fact your on here asking yourself that question if strength and proof you want to and can defeat it
omg you have to have hope you have ppl that love you never want to stop trying
So true
thank you for the chatš never stop Iāll keep you in my prayers
Iām thankful to have met you Dani99. Your life is so special and special to others. Be strong and be the best person you can be. Today Iām going to help someone. I donāt know who or how but I want to feel purpose.
Well you already helped me just by talking to me so 
SALUTE! Proud of all yaālls progress! Much love and stay connected I need all of yāall.
Looking 60 in the face and donāt want to drink anymore. Iāve been reading the chats for awhile and today decided to join and admit my problem with the wine witch! Today is the day I want to claim as Day 1. I donāt moderate well and just want to get my health back
Headed to a NA fundraiser in st. Helens OR.
Coming back from a relapseā¦ I have 60 days today! Glory to God! I am so blessed to have the community that I have in portland Oregon. I recently moved here from LA and it was the best decision I could have made.