Day 305. I don’t think it is possible to remove certain negative character traits, but I will do what I can and choose not strengthen them.
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Knew u were in Japan by the blue roof and the why-have-one-wire-when-u-can-have-five
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@no-longer-a-victim thank you so much for your message two days ago. I felt comforted. How are you doing, my friend? Here day 2 sober. Happy to be sober today 
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May i be allowed to join the 400 day club?
I have travelled a bit the sober journey. Sometimes quite rough, but mostly it has been eye-opening and i am still in the process of settling into my new life. Very exciting
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My pleasure, @Bomdhil glad my words encouraged you.
I’m not good here, gave in again this evening…
Just wish I could burn this cancer out 
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Day 4. Going to try to start checking in here every day to hold myself accountable.
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Congratulations on 400 days! That’s amazing!
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Correct! Wires galore!
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Talk about what scares you? I’m always in search for the perfect horror movie, but drowning in total darkness has got to be near the top
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Haha very true, hard to find a wireless city in Japan
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@Bomdhil, @no-longer-a-victim
The thing that encourages me is that you keep trying. If I slipped, you probably wouldn’t hear from me for a while. I salute you both.
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I purchased this puzzle to occupy my mind when I need something to take my mind off my DOC. I guess I could have bought something easier than an all black puzzle. 
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And I want to act out now.
Can’t do porn on my phone. Contemplated and searched for areas with massage parlors and streetwalkers. And I’m deciding it’s not worth it. I don’t want to be cruising all night and I don’t want to be blowing my money. Yes, a part of me still does not want to stay sober. But a bigger part of me does. That’s the truth. Now, I’m going to get some dinner.
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Glad you shared your struggles @KevinesKay Stay strong!! You’ve worked so hard and you know how this ends. Disappointment, shame, regret… For what?? Nothing good. Pray and do something that you can be proud of. I’m saying a prayer for you now that you will be filled with strength.
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Thanks Cristel. you’re so right. It’s not worth it. I appreciate the prayers.
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You’re welcome. Just do the next right thing. Eat something good for you and maybe read or listen to some good music? Just a few ideas.
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I have a specialized, what else do I need to join this?
Hi, they have getting started information on the Zwift site. You need a bike and a trainer that is compatible. They have a list and information on setup for many trainers. You can also use rollers if you have those.
Zwift site has support:
https://support.zwift.com/en_us/gearing-up-for-your-first-ride-B1lxnmbeS
Zwift insider has great information and has a getting started link:
You can also go to your local bike shop and get them to help you.
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I’m on day 1563 and I am super struggling with a lot of life stuff… I’m trying to keep my focus… It’s hard!
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