Just checking in to day 6. I had the worst day at work yesterday. I wanted to quit and wanted to drink but didnt. He’s hoping today will be better. Have a great day everyone.
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Thank you. I only started it, but so far it works great: when I’m too tired to read or whatever… My son joined me (though he doesn’t like coloring :-))
I hope you do it… Not that I have any room to givexyou any advice…but it sounds like maybe try some meditation. Center yourself and dig deep for that strength that I KNOW is in there! The universe wants you to excel in this life!
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Day 4: Later this day I go to my first meeting… Iam a bit nervous already but I think that’s normale. Today I will stay sober!
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Get in there buddy. You’ll be fine.
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@Jennajen Happy to see you Jenna! Missed you. @ShadowFax Good on you friend. Hope you’ll have a good one. I think you will.
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Checking in on day 53… I have decided that I am the only fucking idiot that does everything around here (in my house) 
I tried to have a chill night last night in my bedroom, candles and a good book…
no joy, it was noisier than the M1 motorway. The 17 year old was in and out the 22 year old rang and wanted to talk about getting a credit card 
and the hubby was out mountain biking. Got up this morning to Armageddon!!! When I was drinking I always made sure everything was done (totes high functioning alcoholic) my sisters used to take the Mick out of me and call me Mary poppins 
. Now I’m coming out of the last 16 years of drinking my evenings and weekends away I’m realising that I shouldn’t be the only one doing these things. Who the fuck made me the designated cleaner!?..
…that would be me I suppose 
WELL… balls to you booze! The bitch is back and I AM NOT going to clean up and wipe the arses of the men in my life anymore! They better get ready cause IM WRITTING A LIST! 
(lol) time for chore share bitches 
I have also just bought myself a free standing punch bag and gloves… it either that or am going to start and whoop their arses. (I bought it with the money I’ve saved not shoving shit down my gullet…whoop whoop 
) Thanks for listening, sorry about my rant 
x
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Can you please just delete my account?
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Thank you!!! My god it felt good to just type that out and sorry about my language but, it really just spilled out 
have a great day, stay strong 
we got this xx
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Looks good! Where did the other half of that cake go Darren 
enjoy and wishing you positive vibes for your step 5 sober neighbour! X
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Thanks Darren, I might just take you up on that! Lol:+1: have a good day, by golly it’s a cold one this morn in the peaks, hope you’ve got ya scarf on 
x
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It felt good just to read it!! You go girl!! 
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9.47 Days… Yesterday was a really great day. I had a meeting that regenerated my optimism about the success of my business. It’s so hard to not get down on yourself and wonder if it will ever happen. However, truth is, my business is still just a baby. I had to grow it from scratch. I feel positive about it’s future. Recently, I’ve been spending a few minutes a day but closing my eyes and visualizing success. Anyway, I know I’m newly sober again, but it’s amazing how being sober along with IF has changed my mindset. I can’t and won’t attempt to do this alone this time.
6.23 days ED free
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One month sober. Didn’t think it was possible. Other than a nasty headcold I’m feeling better than I have in a looooong time.
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thanks menno!
I talked about it with my psychologist she thinks it suits me, lets make the best of it!
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I hope i like it so I can go on a regular base!
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@Charlie_C Have a great day. I’m pulling for you! You’ve done it before and you’ll do it again 
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To cut a long story short day 23, day 3 and day 3. Its 3 times the preasure but its triple the rewards… Be strong everyone you are not alone in your struggles and emotions. Sleep, scream, repeat.
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