No milestone malady, no super excitement. Just the new normal, I guess.
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Beginning day 6 all though night here and on my way to bed. Anxious and unease. Feel uncertain on any lvl. Hope its better in the morning. No desire to drink at all, but just feel like surviving and not living if you understand me. Good night to you all
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That random moment you realize you no longer suffer from random anxiety and panic attacks. My sobriety is the best gift I could ever give myself.
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Hey @Kelsey55 ten days is huge. What does your day look like today, are you still managing to work with all that’s going on. My works considered essential though it isn’t and it’s busier than ever, had to take today off to avoid burnout. 
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Thank you. It really is such a relief. Panic attacks has given me PTSD from panic attacks. I did everything in my power (including quit drinking) to make them stop. I’m glad it’s been a game changer.
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Day 124. Feeling ok about not drinking. I wish I’d walked more today. For me, exercising a lot and being outside when I can is really helpful to reduce cravings and feel more whole. I hope I manage a long hike early tomorrow.
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That’s great omg!!! 
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Ya I’m Some what still working. I own my own business so I mean I’m working but it’s very very slow due to me bc I kind of don’t want to go out you know trying to play it safe but yeah I mean other than that I’m doing pretty good. That’s good to hear that you’re busy and still working I feel bad for the people that lost their jobs.
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Thank you You do the same
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Last check in for me today. Day 71. Full of ups and downs . Great food and a few walks. Being Sunday I tend to get more phone calls from family. I love my family, unfortunately they’re stressed…who isn’t right now. Want to go see them and give and get a hug…gotta let it go! Have a great night all. 
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How are you doing out there in Vegas? Is it getting easier for you not drinking? I’m losing weight so that’s a little more incentive, lol
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Congrats on double digits Kelsey!! You’re doing great. Keep up the hard work.
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When’s that skeleton growing back the skin and organs though?
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Day 511. That weekend went by fast.
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I raised many avocado plants, but when they become big (like 50 cm/19 inch or so) they die. Even the organic ones. I think it’s too cold here and not humid enough. But I like to keep trying ones in a while. I put a lot of seed in the ground from food I eat. Outside I have lemon trees and palm tree’s (wintering in my shed now) and a chest nut tree in a huge bin. Your avocado is looking fine, he even has a little brother! 
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Day 89 completed 
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