So very happy for you!! It is a pleasure following your progress. You are inspiring!
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Hey @Dolse71 Paul, I’m still cheering you on too. As are a lot of people, I’m sure.
I’m sorry you’re feeling lost right now, and I don’t know how I can help you.
You have the knowledge, but it seems you can’t re-find that determination spark and focus. It will come. Please don’t beat yourself up. 
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I am very well today. Lots of sunshine to enjoy and my health. May even visit my parents from appropriate distance to say hello. 
Sending much positive juju across the waters!
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Thank you Sassy! You are a light on here & I appreciate all you give to the forum. 
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it’s flickering around in there, trust me, it’s dull but it’s enough to see where I’m going. I’m just not going to have so much covid and alcohol talk for a while, I need to restore some mental energy. The light or the fight is not out of me yet. 
and thanks.
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End of day 6 in a few hours. On my way to have a sleep on my couch. Right now i dont feel anything positive, so i think that will be it from me to day. Hoping to wake up on day 7 at least a little positive and not as anxious as lately
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Thanks for checking on me!! @Beardy_McTallman @CapriciousCapricorn… Im on day 3… man its crazy how fast I went from Cinderella to an evil pumpkin when I drank!! I dont even drink to get a buzz I drink to annihilate myself. This time I turned into blacked out monster. Nothing has changed. Its a hard pill to swallow. The devil on my shoulder told me I didn’t have a drinking problem anymore since I made it 67 days… turns out that was a lie. Stay strong my friends.
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Hey lady, I’m glad to see you. ((((Hugs))))
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Im good, tested twice couz i cook for like 175+ old and risc peopz a day now and it gives me good vibes and a wat of beïng bussy. Thnxx 4 asking!! Keep it up there
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Good 4 U!!! From 
with love
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Checking in, day 16.
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Hi bikkel! I’m fine according the circumstances. Miss playing in my band and doing cultural things like concerts, theater, cinema, etc. Like everyone I guess. Trying not to worry about corona, but fail in that. Can’t be perfect 
And you Joost?
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Day 12. Staying busy and most of all sober. Just caught up on some reading in here,gotta make dinner soon. Hope everyone is having a magnificent Monday 
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Day 30…checking in friends😊
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Not to be repeated, Not to be defeated.
Oh so what if I keep slipping up, so what if people think I’m a hopeless CASE, watch this space, your gonna be in for a shock.
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Thank u ya it’s been tough but Im doing it. And im not giving up. Not this time. How r u doing whats ur clean time @GVLNative
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Day 156… my 4 yo sons covid test came back negative so we’re out of strict quarantine and I can go back to work tomorrow! That was a long ass 7 days waiting for the results. I briefly felt like picking up when i got the news (because that makes so much sense). Stay strong everyone.
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Give me a shout if you need to vent.
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Day 14.
I want a beer. I want many beers. Today was tough. People I thought I could trust betrayed me. Part of me is all “fuck it. Who cares? Everything sucks so why not fuck it all up? You know you’re going to eventually. Get hammered and get it over with.”
But I have been doing so well. Beat my old record. Trying not to cry.
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