Checking in daily to maintain focus #11

Fibromyalgia? Take care of yourself…

15.02 days.

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Thank God I have a sponsor taking me through the steps, a really good home group in A.A, and the willingness the surrender to this program that’s saving my alcoholic drug addict ass. I can’t keep myself sober I need help and I found the solution in A.A and I hope others do the same if your an alcoholic drug addict like me.

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  1. Got a decent night’s sleep in. Now it’s just a bike but still it makes my day that I can go to work on a new one as the previous stolen one got replaced yesterday. Feeling more or less healthy and being clean and sober also plays a rather big role in feeling OK this morning. For the sober and clean part I have to thank you all here, keeping me accountable en mindful about my life and actions by sharing about yours. Have a good day. Sober and clean. Love from Amsterdam.
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Congrats on 100 days how amazing :bouquet:

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Doing so well loving your positivity and great photo

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105 days sober from alcohol :white_check_mark:

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Day 125! Pretty average day today, just very tired form working so much

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Day 1125 and back to reality!

Beaches are replaced with work in the hospital again. But at least I have a job! So much that I could work Day and night. However I know to take care of myself and say no these days. At my unit It’s still not that bad but we still have to wear protective gear.

I am so grateful in these times to be sober and have a program and a Higher power. Stepping out of fear and into faith :pray:

We will beat this virus :microbe: you all :muscle:

Stay safe, healthy and strong :heart: Happy 24

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I’m so sorry to hear that Beth :pensive: You can not do much but being the best sis you can be for her.
Know we are all here for you :heart:
I put a candle on for you both.

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That is something to be proud off!
:100: days rocks! :facepunch:
Congratulations!!
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Day 576
Slept bad, my head kept rambling about work :pensive:
So little time and so much to do. I have the rest of this week off but still have to do a lot. Have to delegate more, but that’s something I found hard to do.
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But deffinitely couldn’t do all this during my drinking days! So: bring it on! :facepunch:

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Got that call no one wants to hear about an old girlfriend I use to rip and run with in my teens and early twenties. We are polar opposites, she’s the wild one and I was the calm one. She’d drag me out the house to go out and dress cute and flirt with guys, go to parties, festivals, etc. She always got us into wild situations but fun none the less looking back at it. We caught up every so often after going our own directions in life, mainly her calling me telling me the next crazy saga in her story :joy:. I found out today that she fell into a heroine addiction. She isn’t physically dead but they’re saying she’s braindead. I don’t know how to feel, besides sad. Just sad. So so sad.

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day 0, I must defeat this beast of burden, it has to stop, there is only one conclusion if I don’t get a grip soon and it’s never a good one…
if you thought I was a drama queen before then get ready bc I gotta stop drinking and I’m coming here to let it all out, warts and all.
I was thinking yesterday about what I did in the past to get long sobriety days and sitting on here nearly all day everyday did help so back to what I know works. God, I need you now.

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You come across as being a very positive man, always blessing your girls etc… I do not see venting here as complaining. for me part of sobriety is to learn to deal with problems and negative emotions. the positive ones are more easy to deal with sober :wink: Back in the days I would hide these internal processes from people, isolate and binge… Here I learn to vent my emotions so I find a way through situations. I learn from you all and am so happy to have this place since it is save and non judgemental. ‘complaining’ will never be a fun thing to do. But we can learn so much from this proces of holding space fo each other while we go under in the darker sides of our personality. And then to mix it up have a joke and a laugh and see each others milestones as well. Love your shares every day! thank you

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Practice makes perfect. :wink: I hope you find some peace of mind about work during these days.

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Oh really. I am so sorry for you. What happend? We are here if you want to share. Hang in there.

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Checking in day 483.
My Baby is doing really Well,she ist growing so fast. Soon she will start moving around.
Sleep Deprivation is still a topic as for all or most Patents I think :crazy_face:
But her Smile makes me forget about the long nights full of sleep I once had🤣
Hope you’re doing Well!

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Day 374. All’s swell. Quarantine and overeating aside, sobriety is the way of the walk. Feelin’ :v::+1::smiling_face_with_three_hearts::kissing:

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Ah Paul sorry. I am not brilliant with words but shall try… your responses to people posts are always so spot on and helpful showing the answers are there in you… and always with humour when apt. Do you know, understand what triggers you? Mine is simple i just wanted it and did not think what i was really doing… please let it all out on here as we all rooting for you and each other… it really is a bas!ard addiction… take care today please dont give up…

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