Oh…shoot. Get right back on…only one day lost.
You had 80 days. The goal is sober days vs not.
Please try again and don’t give up.
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So, so, so ,so upset it was a second moment decision that went so wrong did not even put thought into it . Was going to pretend it never happened but it did. I feel rough. Dehydrated horrible. Drinking water. Head mashed.
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You doing great
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I reset as well not good.
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That is.my idea of perfect
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Hey Paul, how’s today going?
At this point not got any strength
At this minute, second, i have lost hope. I gone fragile and praying after another sleep i get my fight back.
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Think of your son and how proud he must have been these past few months. Don’t go down the old road again. I’m sure your tired of it, and so is he.
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@Sam7 @Fargesia_murielae thank you appreciate your supportive comments. In my eyes i have failed again. First time i made myself accountable . At this time dont know what i can do…
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That has hit home
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Very sorry to read this Marie. Milestones can be an issue, and the world right now isn’t helping 
I believe in you. 
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You might not have the fight in you at the moment but all you have to do is not drink today. That’s it. Not easy but certainly simple. Conquer the rest tomorrow.
We are all rooting for you.
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Checking in on day 27.
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Please don’t give up on yourself! Your sober days aren’t lost. You know sober is better and you never have to feel the shame again. Massive hugs to you. Be kind to yourself today. 
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Day 20, another run done today, starting to get back into the swing of things, it’s not even been 3 weeks but the change is incredible
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Oh girl, sorry. Sending hugs and strength. You literally came right back. You’re making progress and you have all of us. The shame is the absolute worst. Dust yourself off, you’ll be waking up a little better off tomorrow. 
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One time I relapsed after 198 days and someone said something that sticked to my head: “you didn’t loose those 80 days.”
That mean You’ve lost only one day on 81 day. That equal 98,77% of these last 81 day you’ve been sober and whatever you’ve been achieving isn’t lost. You’re still A+. You’re still succeeding. In 80 more days if you only have this one slip you’ll be at 99,38% sober in those 160 days. (Ok i like numbers 
) And that sober time will continue growing as you keep the path you choose to live a better life.
Don’t let yourself down!
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@CapriciousCapricorn Good for u for staying strong! Yay!
@Hopeful777 I really feel for u. So horrible when ur actions run away with u. Get back on it.
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Good for you for staying strong. I had a day like this recently. It’s a sneaky bugger. I’m proud of you 
Hugs
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