I’m in bed now so unless the tooth fairy is in furlough and become an alcoholic I feel reasonably safe. I’m really not happy but no one said I had to be happy everyday, just sober.
Thanks for the likes and messages today it kinda kept me accountable and not so alone 
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One day at a time…and I haven’t found ‘happy’ yet (but can fake it quite well 
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You’re going to go through yet another tough time. I’m really pleased that you have 15 hard earned days behind you… You definitely know how hard it is to start at zero, again. Sending prayers, strength and hugs your way Paul 
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… and thank you!!!
You seriously need to put on some lbs
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if only you knew 
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HaHaHa!!! Chocolate (or anything sweet) is (IMHO) a mandatory part of early sobriety. By early, I mean, like, a year? 
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I’ve started to eat more fruit now… dipped in chocolate fondant 
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can you please stop replying, I’m still 5 days behind on the memes thread 
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OK
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I can’t not write back, 
, you win with you psychological mind games.
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But I want the last word 
WORD
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Lets call it a draw
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no just hope
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don’t bloody get her started I’m now 4 days behind on memes and was making progress.
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Yeah… had to back off a bit (a lot).
The last time I was fully engaged, I was still on thread #11. It’s making me anxious. At some point I need to go back and read what I’ve missed 
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… yet you responded to Paul 
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Hey all I’m on day 142 days clean and sober from meth and I finally can say it’s getting a little better the urges are going away and the using dreams have faded more and more I am feeling more better about myself and everyday I’m getting stronger and stronger for me I read the Bible everyday. And even enrolled myself in a recovery program that is Christian based and a year long already 30 days in this is the first time I have put myself in a recovery program and so far so good the hardest thing I had to do was conquer the fight within my head to do it and walk my ass thru their front door and ask for help and truly mean it for once I still have my days where I struggle but with time I’m finding they get better and better… That’s all for now if your in the area of Tucson,AZ maybe we run into each other in a meeting but if not I wish every one of my brothers and sisters the very best and all the blessings that everyone can conquer their addiction and we can finally live for once… I love you and God Bless you all… best luck my friends…
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Day 654.
Friend in sobriety: “Sometimes it’s hard. New principle: if something is difficult you should just give up.”
Me: “For real. That’s why I quit drinking. Go ahead and put exercise on the list, too.”
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Day 14, feeling good!!
Even this rain spoiling the beautiful weather we’ve had in California can’t get me down 
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