Checking in on day 20.
Feeling pretty good today. Muuuuuuuch better than yesterday! I seem to be on a bit of a rollercoaster these days, but the good days are so much better than they were before. I have had thoughts of drinking lately. Not really cravings or anything, but thoughts. There are moments where it just seems so harmless, but when I play the video through in my head it is so clear what a lie that is.
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Thank you all for your kind words and helpful suggestions. You really helped to get me through a hard day, and I appreciate you.
Day 182, 6 months clean. Today I had a great day. I always tend to be unable to bring up the discipline to work for school, but today i managed to do it for 6hrs straight
Also got a lot of congratulations today, which really made my day and almost made me tear up a few times.
Pffffffftttttttt 105 F, is that it?
You should wait until high noon when it warms up to go out and run!!!
What could be finer than getting high doses of radiation during a run…so refreshing!!!
Muuuuuuuch better than yesterday! I seem to be on a bit of a rollercoaster these days, but the good days are so much better than they were before. I have had thoughts of drinking lately. Not really cravings or anything, but thoughts. There are moments where it just seems so harmless, but when I play the video through in my head it is so clear what a lie that is.
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will try to find or create something tomorrow at work 
