Now you’ve mentioned it. I just uploaded a file to a teacher and it was 444mb
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Conor lots of people who care about you are really worried about you please talk to us were all here for you x
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dont fucking do it, i beg you, its suicide, there are tons of people who care about you
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Woah @Conor689908 
I’m glad my drive-by saw this. What’s going on? 
I with I’d made the zoom meeting yesterday. I may know more about this.
What is causing the ‘downs’? 
Are you on any meds?
Sorry if I’ve missed some posts that talk about this 
I look up to you Conor. You’ve come so far. 
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Hi Conor,
Its been great watching you and getting to know you since you joined the forum – even more so, especially, now that the zoom meetings have been taking place.
I just want to say that there are loads of people here, myself included, who pull for you and care about you. Please don’t give up.
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I hope you choose to keep fighting. I know not having the meetings to go to has made it really hard for you. But one thing you can still do for your sobriety is not quit! You’re in a really low spot now but you won’t feel this way forever. Don’t make big decisions right now. Just get through today sober.
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Sorry to hear Conor. Keep fighting. Just for today. I’m here if you need to chat, my friend
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Oh no, 30 c. I’d melt 
hang in there girl 
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Day 697. Im so grateful for my wife and family. I am creating better and better relationships with my kids and my wife.
Im grateful that I have a job that has not cut my hours.
Im grateful that I have enough money to pay my bills.
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What’s happening Conor? Please talk friend. We’re here. You’re not alone. Let’s fight this together. I’m not going anywhere.
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Conor, please hang in there, you mean so much to all of us and offer great insight and humor. Talk it out here hun. We love you buddy…
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It’ll only get worse before it gets better. It’ll be warmer than that next week and by the end of the summer we’ll get up to 37-38 so we’re just getting started. I’m thankful we have air conditioning!
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@Conor689908 Conor, so many people love and care about you. When you’re ready, we are here. Much love.
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3.45 Days… I’m not ready to openly share the details, though I have privately with some. It was not good. I’m ready, I have a treatment plan, a diagnosis of BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) which will be the immediate course of action along with alcohol treatment.
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Happy to see you posting Beth. Glad to see you on day 4. Hope the diagnosis will help in finding some adequate therapy. I’ll hear what the team of the personality disorder treatment centre makes of me this Friday.
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I hope you’re okay my friend. You’ve got a lot of people here to lean on for support. Please don’t face the challenges alone. My thoughts are with you. 
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Thanks @Mno and @Fargesia_murielae it gives me hope. They started me on medication as well. I feel optimistic. Good to hear you’ll have feedback soon too Menno. It helps piece things together so we can move forward. It was a tough pill to swallow at first, but I read up on it and it’s treatable.
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I’m so sorry for your loss @802. Being sober and present for your wife and yourself is the best way to celebrate his life. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
You CAN do this Conor. What’s going on? Talk to us. You were the first person that reached out to me when I came on here and I’ve admired your strength and compassion each and every day. You’re constantly helping others, now let us help you. Sending you love. 
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Day 00 again not giving up✌🏻
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