Day 127… Had a great day with my girls yesterday we went to a camp ground that is shutdown to the covid and played at the playground and road bikes around…then I went for a decent bike ride by myself after…back to work today after my mini vacation, all is well but I’m not happy with this job:( lol unfortunately there isn’t other jobs in this town that are this easy or good paying the insurance benefits for my girls are amazing so I suck it up. Still unsure where I’m spoce to be in life, I know I’m destined for something else, but right now I just need to focus on setting and building a foundation, god will do the rest when he is ready. Have a good Tuesday everyone
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Woop woop my dear friend. So proud of u x
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OMG that would stress me out too. I would lose my shit. I also hate working from home. Can you lock yourself in a room? Heads would roll lol. Hang in there. Hopefully this crap will all be over soon 
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Amazing!!! Congrats 
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Day 5 today and having a family day with my kids and grandsons. I had a lovely FaceTime chat this morning with a lovely lady from my fellowship and it felt so good to openly talk about my struggles in recovery its made me realise how important it is to connect with fellows and be honest with how I feel. I’m forever putting up a brave front saying I’m ok when really I’m struggling. I’m hoping to do a online meeting later this evening and I’m gonna push myself to talk more to other addicts in recovery i don’t want anymore day 1 ! I hope everyone is ok and wish u all a blessed day x thankyou for all being such a amazing part of my journey x
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Congratulations on your 180!!!
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Checking in at 12.28 days. I had to meet one of my brokers and a client out yesterday. It was last minute. How great to be sober and not have to make an excuse as to why I can’t. I was NOT happy about having to wear real clothes lol. I’ve come to really love wearing sweatpants. However, it did feel sort of nice once I was dressed up. I’m on the same tank of gas I bought in March haha. Still feeling down and isolated. However, my obsession with dying seems to have lifted.
ED: 5.57 days
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Day 28, 22 hours. Another rough night. NOw resorting to using hydrocodone plus peanut m&ms to stop the cravings.woke up this morning and still thinking about smoking and drinking. I’m sinking.
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Day 6 sober. Walking under the waters. I feel grateful for every day sober. Things around are mostly calm but my heart is unsettled, I must be watchful
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@anon60334405 congratulations !!! I enjoy your posts and your progress. Keep the good fight!!!
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Thank you man
Day 5, just checking in
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Hope you’re okay @zzz sending you best wishes and lots of healing thoughts and prayers. 36 Days is SO amazing by the way!! Sober life is your best life! Keep at it 
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Day 25. Mood this week has been up and down but feeling good today. Have a great day everyone!
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Such a great number! Huge congrats on reaching 300 days!!!
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congrats konner, thats awesome 
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I think someday you could be an addiction counselor!
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I like that idea. I will look into that more
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Going into day 9 and I’m off the next 2days. I have things I want to get done so I won’t be sitting alone and sad. I was just thinking of 2 people I’ve lost in the past few years; Eric my ex husband and Stephen an old bf. Stephen just died 6 months ago and was set to retire this fall and come down to visit. We had great fun when we were together, and music was a big part. Big 80s fan! Especially Bryan Adam’s love songs.
Anyway I was sitting here trying to remember a good dream I had and I knew one of them was in it.
I just was praying that they watch over my son, then I put Alexa on.
This song came on and I smiled and cried a little. There’s always love coming from people we’ve lost here.
I feel like they’re cheering me on too. 
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Wonderful April! 
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