Checking in Daily to Maintain Focus #14

Day 2 I’m up early to call drug services I really need help before i totally loose my mind I been awake most of the night shaking with anxiety … thank god i had my dog teddy to cuddle up to … at one point in the night my sick head was saying go on nat gob and score it will make u feel better… I’ve had to push through and got 1 more hour until I can call 4 help … God bless you all on this journey… x xxx

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You can do this Natalie. Happy to hear you’re getting some help. So sorry you’re having such a hard time.

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Morning Nat! Aww lovely Teddy, fluffy cuddles are the best :dog::sparkling_heart:

Do you live with your daughter as well?

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Day 14.

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Checking in on day 10! Finally double digits again :sweat_smile: wishing you all a great sober day!

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Great :muscle::sunny:!! :blush:

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Happy you made it through the new that Natalie. Hope you find some help. Know we’re here. Hugs.

Big congrats on double digits!

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Made up my mind, going to quit my job. Totally doubting myself already and feeling sick with nerves. Feel a bit like I’m about to step off the edge of a cliff in the vague hope it will be onto a bridge that takes me to somewhere better! Positive vibes welcomed :cold_sweat::crossed_fingers:

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Brave you! I should do the same but I don’t dare to yet. Admiration and positive thoughts your way friend.

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I feel you. I just quit my job, found a new one. I know this fear of change. But than I tell myself, it will be fine. It’s ok being afraid. It’s a healthy reaction of a change. Courage! You will handle it :100:!!

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Thank you Menno.

It isn’t really that brave, we will still have a salary coming in to the house and we can tighten our belts for a while. I’m still very scared though and appreciate the support! :hugs:

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Yes! Exactly this. And I am anxious in my current situation (any situation) anyway so I guess it is nice to feel nervous about something that actually makes sense :joy:

Congrats to you on making that change and on the new job!

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Day 160. Life is going great at the moment! I feel happy!
I still tink of alcohol from time to time so that’s still ik my head.

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Thank you @siand!

thank you.

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that’s literally the first time I’ve ever found wrestling interesting, cheers bro :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye::grin::sweat_smile:

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Hey man you have to do what makes you happy. I want to quit mine as well. I have a state job, it’s the easiest job I’ve ever had and I still hate it. We have amazing benefits but I’m still not happy, unfortunately for me if I quit id have a hard time finding another job. Good luck on your journey man, Def do what makes you happy. Can I ask are you quitting for another job?

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I have been working on a little side project which I’d like to try and set up as a social enterprise. So I’ve got an idea of what I want to do next, but nothing really lined up.

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Nice man well nothing wrong with a lil adventure, if you have support and it feels right then give it a shot. Trust me I’d be doing the same if I had a lil more variety of job opportunities lol

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