Maybe you first check if you find a new job and then you quit? I can so relate to this… Last year I was so unhappy at my job that I needed to think all the time of quitting and checked for other jobs… Then I got a new position within my company. But I would have really quit although there were so many benefits… I hope you will find a job that will make you happy 
what area are you working in?
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Day 134. The drama here at work just isn’t letting up and it sucks I literally have no choice but to just stick it out and be miserable it’s really bad for my mind set. I messaged a few ppl I use to treat like shit in highschool and well I know it was forever ago, I figure it would help my sobriety to make a mends with them. Only one answered back and accepted my apology. My buddy tried calling me again yesterday and I just didn’t answer and I honestly feel good about it, the only thing that sucks is I bought some lifting equipment off him a couple months ago that I never went and picked up yet. After I do pick it up I think I’m gonna give him the ole c ya around I’m done being used, I know the phone works both ways and I could reach out to him as well, which I have 2 times and if I wouldn’t have I never would of heard from them in this 4 months
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I live in tupper lake. It’s a small ass town. So finding another job is slim for real😒. And yeah it’s the insurance for myself and girls that keeps me, there isn’t any place in this town with better insurance. I can move around a lil bit, I could go for office job, or a direct support staff and watch the comsumers but the overtime is ridiculous and the drama is worse with them. I’m gonna play it out for a lil bit longer, I am thinking about going to school for drug counselor and trying something with that
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Counselor sounds great! It’s really hard to chose something new when you have responsibilities… I also have to little kids and that’s why I can’t chose what I want to do… It’s hard but we know for what we do it. I wish you all the best in everything you do 
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I’m so sorry, the zest will come back. I know that empty feeling well, that too will improve in a few days of treating your body well. Glad you came right back 
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Whoo hoo on 9 months!!!
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I have been doing things recently to get my mind off things and my addiction and I’m really proud of myself 
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Oooh, sorry I’m late to the party!
9 months!!! Congratulations lil sis 
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Day 4 check in!! Was told to stay home from work.Our crew was possibly exposed to Covid -19.Getting quick response test this morning.
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19.28 Days… Really struggling with sadness, loneliness and boundaries. At some point this week I’ll be getting my divorce paperwork. My ex-husband is planning on coming over soon to keep me company and doing so periodically until I’m feeling better.
I talked to the PA at my therapists office virtually yesterday. She doubled my antidepressants and in the next two months I’ll be up to the max dose. She also added naltrexone, it’s supposed to help with alcohol cravings. I was a bit hesitant at first, but why not arm myself with everything possible to be successful. I looked it up and what it’s function is. Looks like it may also help with my eating disorder. The Zoloft is already, so I’m feeling optimistic.
Have a wonderful day everyone 
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Love that quote!
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17 days sober massive headache started yesterday and it’s still here nothing is shifting it managed to take dogs out for 40 min walk but back in bed now hope u all have a good day xx
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Hope you feel better
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Morning, everyone! Today is Day 161 sober (23 Weeks!) Have a great day!!!
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Thank you Beth!!
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Day 6 sober. Usually I start to feel the pressure of the cravings in this day, I don’t know exactly why. Today I wake up agitated but prayer and calling some friends helped me. Let’s see if I reach the week
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Thankyou hun it went really well drug services are putting me on a low dose of espranor it’s a heroin blocker and takes away cravings I took it before and did really well they also getting me a mental health worker as my depression and anxiety is kicking my ass at moment I’m so greatful I’ve spoken to someone who is gonna help me I’ve been going through hell for months now always thinking it will pass only 4 me to relapse and wanting more and more … How are u lovely? X
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No worries and thank you sis. I didn’t even know I hit a milestone. lol
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