Menno, you got this! Take it easy. Seems like you made a choice there. All I can say isā¦ Trust that feeling, your Higher Power has your back. It might not come easy, but I feel that when we make a heartfelt choice, we can have faith, let go and itāll all work out. Best of luck! 
Wow Lisa, Iām amazed by the way youāre handling all of these hardships. You are such a strong woman! 
Sending some good vibes your way. Hang in there! 
Wow man these number are so great 
Checking in sober on day 70!
First day in weeks Iām waking up in the morning feeling positive, so just gonna go with that flow 
Summer is just getting started and man, is it hot hot hotā¦ 
Will be meeting up with one of my fellows later on today for some simple diner and a walk. All is well. Have a good 24 everyone!
Hey guys! Day 23. I see, that sometimes itās just necessary to bear things. For a while. Nothing is so bad, nothing so exciting that there is a reason of having a drink. Especially itās never one. Not for me. To avoid being sick by a hangover, I just donāt take the 1st glas. And I just think of today. Who the hell knows what tomorrow will beā¦?!
I wish everyone a super good sober day!
Day 33,husband just got home from work nd went to bed. Heās working night shift tonight again,even of he is usually off Fridays. I know someone needs to work and the night shifts is really good pay. But itās really annoying, he gets home sleeps all day and stresses away for work. Luckily thereās only two weeks left until vacation. Weāre not going anywhere weāre going to renovate, but at least heāll be home.
The sun is shining today, itās payday and my sister is coming for a luxurious breakfast in a few hours. And I canāt wait to be eating all fresh fruits and new baked bread.
Thinking about getting on the fruitarian track again, I usually do every summer a little bit earlier than this. And I usually feels amazing, even if Iām adding Champagne because itās āmade of fruitā it would be interesting to see how I feel doing it without any alcohol.
Wishing yāall a wonderful day 
@Lisa07 you are not alone - Iāve been struggling with my OCD non stop these last weeksā¦ But weāre not in hospital are we, hooked up to machines and gasping for air. Sorry to hear of your close family suffering.
Take care
You can do this!
Change can be scary but realizing that we need to change or move along to come further is the first step on the way.
Just do as you said, take one day and one step at a time. And youāll do just fine.
It happens to all of us. It isnāt to late until you give up trying, and even then you still got the possibility to start over.
Weāre all here for you.
Yay Paul. We are all here for each other. Proud of you
Quick update, Anticimex is on their way to help with the antproblem. I donāt really want to kill them I just want them to stay the heck away from my house. Iām having nightmares about getting ants in the kitchen.
My father is on his way with a box of fresh strawberries and my sister is coming soon as well.
@M-be-free49 courage!!! I know how hard is it! I am in day 3. Please donāt give up, Donāt pay attention to the turmoil of feelings, just say: Lord, allow me to resist, donāt leave me alone.
Yesterday you said you have 52 days?
Wow, thank you so much. That actually made me tear up a bit. Thank you
Never give up 
So happy and proud of u my friend x
Day 4 I woke up to a text message from a drug dealerā¦ I quickly deleted it and made my morning coffee and gave teddy his breakfast Iām so pleased I feel strong enough to ignore the message itās been a testing few months for me but Iām trying and putting everything into place for my recovery. Iāve done so well in the past and I know I can do it again. Thankyou every one of you for always supporting me and loving me better x
So much deeply emotional stuff going on for you right now, it can really weigh one down. Sobriety and hard work has given you the level head to ācopeā. Keep powering through, Iām in awe. Sending love and strength