Thanks hun, it’s good to be back. Just saw your comment in You are missed #2 
Not sure where I went wrong. I just know that when the decision was made, there was no turning back. No reaching out, I just went for it. Still trying to figure this thing out, but I’ll have to do that as I go. 
95 days, it’s a shame but that time hasn’t been wasted. I think (hope) I got a lot of awareness out of this relapse, maybe it was sort of meant to happen as it was very clear to me while I was smoking, how good it actually felt being clean for that whole period of time.
Thanks @Mno, I don’t even know what to say. Feels a bit weird/awkward… don’t know which word I’m looking for but it is what it is, I guess. Trying not to overanalyze things and also just trying to move on.
Thanks for your support @RyanSA @crystalclear @Fargesia_murielae