Today had it’s ups and downs. My Netflix timer is on 0 seconds since I’m watching a movie rn.
My stepdad and I messaged with eachother, I got to say that I love him and that he shouldn’t feel guilty, so that’s a big relief. He also told me that he is doing much better, but I’m not falling for that one until he gets out of the hospital. Yesterday was painful enough.
Followed the meeting for a while, but my mind is not very clear right now.
I also am a tat dissapointed in a specific user of this forum. I thought said user would start taking things serious but he kept trolling. I can’t change that and have to accept that.
Goodnight all
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Good stuff 
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I didn’t get a Keurig, but I did get one with a timer on it!
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Day 32. Everything sucks.
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Hang in there! 
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What’s going on?
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I’m definitely with you on this Lisa! 4%? Might as well drink water!!
Well done, you can now enjoy the moment with the dog!
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5 months today!
I havent posted in a while. Guess I got out of my normal routine and have been in a funk. Really glad to be sober but going through some health issues. Waiting on test results that I should get on Monday. Hopefully I can get back to my normal self after all these checks.
I hope everyones doing well and staying sober!
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Congrats on 5 months and prayers 
Congratulations on 5 months! Hope you start feeling better very soon.
I hear you. I really do. But, I want to offer a suggestion. have faith that these things are only temporary and will get better. I’m going to suggest something I’ve done in the past when I was in seemingly hopeless/stagnant situations where I felt stuck and without any possible, realistic options. I changed what I said to myself, especially in writing, and especially outloud. It’s an affirmation and declaration. You genuinely have to put your mind where you want it and need it to be to get there. Start affirming the goals. "I Am finally free to live on my own, I am grateful for my new furniture, I have money saved to start my new journey on my own, I’m so proud of myself for doing the work and earning my drivers license, I’m so blessed to be in a position to live on my own and pay for daycare, I’m so grateful for my patient and loving babysitter "… I used to try and affirmate things that seemed like a pipe dream and slowly but surely my subconscious mind created ways for making me make it happen without me realizing. Don’t say you don’t have any if those things because you do. You have to claim it first and god will give it to you, but ofcourse Prayer Without Works is Dead. … “When we pray , we must pray together, ready to act on our prayer .”
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Back to day one. Hard to keep focus but I need to do this
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“I’m so proud of myself for making it to 1 whole year without drugs or alcohol”
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1 year sober Shay, so so proud of you. I’m honored to part of your recovery and your daily growth, posts, shares and strength are truly inspirational. Yes, you’re one of my MVPs so keep on keeping on ODAAT. 
Blessings and sobriety!
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I’m not 1 year yet!!! That’s in 7 days. 
I was just giving @My_fit_life85 an affirmation to use in replacement of “Back to day 1, hard to keep focus”. Sorry for the false alarm.
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BOOOOOO just kidding.
… but seriously, when you can claim the year, I want you to shout if from the roof tops 
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- Experiencing a power outage. It has always amazed me that losing power will bring me out of a deep sleep. I guess because it gets really dark and really quiet. Generater is now running, and I am now wide awake.
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Duh…to me. I actually thought so too. Be still my addled brain. 
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