- Coffee. Did a lot of cleaning work yesterday. All the doors in my apartment and the floor. Today taking it a bit more easy. Cleaning the bathroom will do. Thinking about going to my old bar just to see a couple of old mates. Would be the second time this year. Last time I didn’t feel any connection at all so why bother really. I’m not going to drink anyway. But feeling a bit lonely this morning. Will see. I’ll stay sober and clean today. That’s for sure. Have a good day all. Love from Amsterdam and Colorado last October. @M-be-free49’s pics reminded me of the awesome hikes I did there. Love.
@TMAC It’s good to see you Tristan. Sorry you’re grieving so hard. Wish I could tell you how to work it and make it better.
@Just_Laura That’s a shitty situation to be in Laura. I’m sorry. You can only lead by example I guess. Thanks for sharing. Hope it helps a bit.
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You are on vacation , do not only clean . There are so many beautifull musea near you. Go see something beautifull today 
have a great day!
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Checking in at 65 days sober!
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You’re right Claartje, although the cleaning makes me happy at the moment. My place has been such a mess for so long and it is so nice to come home to a clean tidy apartment. My favourite place in town, Oude Kerk, is closed right now but I did book a ticket the Rembrandthuis later this afternoon. Thanks for the idea!
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You can still clean a bit and enjoy yourself. Ive been to the rembrandts house last summer . I thought it was realy intresting . Im at work now so 
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not gonna happen, what with these knees and hips and bad back, I can only just touch my nose let alone my toes 
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I’m right there with you! Trying to get out of a bath and not kill myself is a challenge for me!
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I can imagine 
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Well done captain 
you too 
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Checking in clean and soba and alive ! I went to my first face to face meeting last night since covid it was lovely to see so many old faces . It was so sad as so many people had relapsed I thank God for the rooms and zoom for recovery so many people out there fighting this terrible illness. I’m working this weekend and looking forward to getting out around normal people my focus for the past week has been all recovery so be nice to be in the real world! Hope everyone has a blessed day x x
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I can imagine how you feel Tristan @TMAC 
the 15th wedding anniversary of me and my ex would’ve been recently and it felt really sad although being separate is no doubt the right solution. It’s not easy to bury the commitment… hugs and strength my friend
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What the hell did you do with your wife on night one???
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Day 54 and this is where it’s starting to get to me a bit. Wife is back to work, daughter is at nursery and I’m still forloughed. Plus my aunty just passed away and I know I’m going to be tested at the funeral. But I’m feeling positive still.
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ohhhh didn’t know face 2 face had started again. You mind me asking is it NA or AA or what? Don’t think the CA one near me has started again yet.
sorry but I think we should know 
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It was a ca meeting… it was the first week of opening. So many meetings are still closed at the moment there’s normally 2 a day where I live! Have you been doing any zoom meetings? X
Day 226. Dressed up for the funeral.
Gonna be tough.
Trying to stay sober
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I hope you have a great day with your friend . It will do you good to get out and have a excuse to get dressed up. If u struggle at any point just come straight here and were all about to help you . That’s the beauty of having this app there’s always someone about we can offload to x
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