Been good! Been spending quality time with the fam. Went out on the boat this morning with my in laws and hubby it’s been a really good few days. 
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I can’t quite figure out what I’m doing wrong here, but I was trying to share a screenshot of my progress chart, having hit my next goal of 10 days. a fortnight is only a few days away.
goodnight everyone.
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Bamburgh castle - or for those who have watched ‘The last kingdom’ on Netflix ‘bebbanburg’
@Salty I know you have
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Did you see Uhtred?
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checking sober
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Checking in sober.
It says almost there at the top.
I wonder where that is?
I wonder if I’ll know when I’m there?
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Congratulations on making it past the 90 day hump doing it your way. That’s great. I remember those difficulties.
Good for you.
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Glad you are enjoying life and doing well Courtney. That’s what it’s all about.
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Day 0 again 
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You’ll get there. You’re still here with us, immediatly admitting your faults, which really says something. I know how hard and long it took for me to finally admit I was struggling. Being able to be honest, especially with yourself, shows growth. If you get back up and keep on trying, theres no failure in my eyes.
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Day 17 feeling ok. Just bored in lockdown.
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Day 17. Idk. Thinking too much. Like the 2 months sober I had before I ever attended AA. Not much of an option now. I know theres Zoom, which does help, but I am such an in person kind of person. I’d literally rather drive to the local internet store to ask them a question than be on the phone. I was going thru my phone today deleting unnecessary photos and texts. I saw the conversation I’ve had with my sponsor. Last time we spoke was May 24th. I’d already told her of my relapse, and minimal issues but I always felt like I let her down. I dont like feeling like a burden to others. There was already too much going on in everyone’s life at the time and I didn’t want to add to her stress (I felt I was helping her by not helping myself). I’ve heard of people dropping sponsees and now I feel like I’ve dropped myself. I know she’ll be accepting when I reach out(I hope) but I just feel…I dont even know. I’m sure some of you understand this feeling. Just one of those days I guess. Feeling bad for the wrong decisions I’ve made. My life was finally starting to come together, in a perfect, scheduled harmony, until everything got shut down. New resentments I’ve made this year. Thinking I should restart my stepwork.
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Good job on the 17 days. Keep moving forward. Patience is there for you now.
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Looking forward to it. Give me a nudge if I don’t see ya 
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This is where my mind was around the time I decided to give AA a try. It helped immediately. To let go and accept at the same time. Sometimes theres just something blocking me from doing anything. It’s been a few ugh days now. I have learned a lot already from the stepwork I did, and meetings and other research. Coming back I feel like I know what to do and it will get easier as long as I keep at it. Just sometimes my mind wanders so far away from it all.
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I normally just post my narcotics screen because it’s my main doc, but I saw my 3 months of not using benzos was coming up and decided to post it at 3 months.
@MrsOdh and @Asenath great job on your 90 days!
@snuggleb welcome!
@Natnat you’re doing great! Each day is success.
@Hailstrom congrats on your one month!
@Jennajen hang in there 
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Thank you 
For some reason I feel so much better now.
Still working on living in and enjoying the moment. Without the need of some kind of getaway. I think that’s the tricky part.
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Congratulations 
all steps forward, and goals achieved is great.
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